Social Casualty

9

You know... I've been dealing with a lot of, I don't even know how to like introduce it. It's just so freaking messed up, that I'm still trying to piece together what actually happened. Now that I look back it, the minority of it, was honestly a blur. I am not even kidding. I can pin point so many events that have happened in the last two days. Two Days! Arg how it pisses me off.

I am just going to back track so it all makes sense.

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"Asher?" he asked. I looked over to face Luke. He had his hands together wiggling his foot nervously. I pated the space beside me. I was expecting Michael, but not Luke. I thought Michael was finally going to be mature enough and explain everything. But no. Yet I thank God for Luke.

"Yeah?"

"I don't understand what's going on between you three, but I am here to support you. Alright?" Luke paused, messing with his thumbs as he tried to look at me face to face. I nudged his shoulder earning a bit of a grin. More or less.

"I'm just, confused. I don't even know what exactly happened." I sighed. "And why are you so nervous?" I giggled. He chuckled back earning a wide smile from me.

"Well. Michael's just been off since this morning. And Ashton was extremely close. Like not 'holy shit. I'm going to annoy the shit out of her until she laughs' close. But like ew close. As if he's plotting something and yet is totally oblivious to his own actions." he breathed out. I took that in. But why would Michael be off about it? Ashton and I joke around a lot. Hell I joke around with everyone. Why is Michael all of a sudden so defensive?

"Yeah. I don't know why though. I mean I am like that with everyone. Even with you baby Lucifer!" I giggle. He laughed throwing his head back.

"I know. I know. Im your baby face we get it. He's just off by it.?" He questioned. Well damn him.

"Fuck it Lucifer. I don't understand what's wring but hey. I love him too, and I love all of you equally. He should know that. I mean arg. Do you think Im leading him on or something. Cause you know I don't like flirting, yet it happens and then I mistakenly lead someone on. Fuck it." I breathed out. He smiled while putting his arm around my shoulder. Fuck it.

"Idk Ash. I don'g know. Well I've gots to go. I want to walk around for a bit before we finish the meet and greet." he got up and left, with me against the wall. Five minutes he came back.

"Wow you're back already?" I asked. I was not looking toward him. Just at the ground. Then he spoke up.

"What do you mean I just got here!" out of all people.

"Sorry I thought you were Luke." I responded. I don't want to talk to anyone unless it was Luke, Calum, or Niall.

"Mind if I sit with you again?" he asked. I shrugged. I thought he understood the point of wanting to be alone?

"Go ahead."

"Listen. I'm sorry for earlier. I thought it was just casual banter." I looked over at Ashton.

"I am not mad at you. I'm mad at myself. Understand that? Cause I don't," he pouted again as I gave him my response.

"You know Ashton. I don't understand why he's off. Could you give me some time alone? I already got a pep talk from baby face Lucy. " I sighed. He pouted again.

"Yeah I understand. See ya."

Fucking Michael. He makes no damn sense. It's messed up.

I heard foot steps again. Damn it doesn't anyone realize I want to be alone? Fuck.