Friends with benefits

𝓼𝓲𝔁𝓽𝓮𝓮𝓷

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15 minutes later we both went home, i was laying in bed staring at the ceiling, after an hour I finally had the courage to text Hoshi

Hyejin:hi sorry for not replying :(

Hoshi:it's ok bby, you okay?

Hyejin:actually no.. can we talk?

Hoshi:sure wanna meet up or over texts?

Hyejin:let's meet at the park across the street

Hoshi:okay bby see you there

I wore my coat and a scarf and went downstairs wore my shoes and walked to the park, i sat on the swing waiting, few minutes later I heard footsteps,

I look up and my heart started pounding, I haven't seen him in 2 whole days, I missed him so much, I unconsciously got up and hugged him, he chuckled, "miss you too"he tightened the hug,

he pulled away and stared at my face, he caressed my cheek and I leaned to his touch, "wanna tell me what's wrong?"he asked, i nodded looking in his eyes, i tiptoed and kissed him, he froze but kissed me back after seconds

I don't wanna fight with him, but i have to stop this, I pulled away, "let's sit down"i said, we walked over a bench and sat down, "you're scaring me Hyejin"he asked, looking nervous,

I sighed, "Soonyoung I tried to brush it off but i couldn't i know you're lying to me, yes i know family stuff is the truth but not all of it is family stuff, i truly feel distant from you, don't let things get weird between us I thought we tell each other everything, you know i'd understand whatever it is so please be honest with me"i said,

I looked at him, he had slight panic in his eyes, "i asked for my sister for help and Jihoon they all told me to tell you but if you're not willing to to talk i understand but things might change and i really don't want anything to change so please open up to me"I swallowed my tears,

I waited patiently, he just looks uncomfortable, my heart was racing, is it that serious that he can't tell me, "I guess you can't talk to me about it its okay i understand good night"i stood up to leave but he grabbed my wrist,

"sit down Hyejin please"he said sounding desperate, I sighed and sat back down, he exhaled and looked at me, "you were right but I can't tell you right now if you just give me more time I promise i'll tell just please wait"he said holding both pf my hands,

I stared into his eyes, I slowly nodded, "okay"i smiled a little, he hugged me, i just want to go home and cry, why do i feel uneasy, something isn't right,

"let me walk you home"he held my hand and led the way, we said goodbye and I rushed inside and ran upstairs, I quickly locked my door, I found myself searching for Jihoon's contact I dialed him and waited, i was shaking, with tears staining my cheeks, he finally answered

Jihoon:hey it's a bit late you okay?

Hyejin:he won't talk to me he just told me to wait and whenever he's ready he'll talk

Jihoon:are you crying right now? Are you sure that what he said?

Hyejin:Jihoon it's unsettling he took a long time to talk when I confronted him and right now I feel like I'm being dramatic am I being dramatic?

Hyejin:i will wait for him to talk but i feel like it's gonna be bad

Jihoon:take a deep breath Hyejin I'm here it's gonna be okay

Jihoon:you're definitely not being dramatic its okay to feel this way

Hyejin:okay

Jihoon:if you're willing to wait that's fine but if you can't thats also fine don't pressure yourself okay?

Hyejin:mhmm

Jihoon:now go to sleep i'll see you tomorrow at school okay?

Hyejin:okay.. thank you Jihoon love you

Jihoon:love you too good night

Hyejin:night