Friends with benefits

𝓣𝔀𝓮𝓷𝓽𝔂-𝓣𝓱𝓻𝓮𝓮

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<one year later>

Friday 7:40pm, i was sitting in my room with my friends kneeling on the floor begging me to go with them to a party, "come on Hyejin you literally do go out just this night please"Suzy said, "I don't know guys im not a party person"i said,

a knock was heard on my door, "come in"i said, Jihoon opened the door and looked confused, "uhm whats happening?"he asked, "they want me to go to a party"i explained, "oh the birthday party?"he asked

"yeah please convince her"Jenna said, "you should go and have fun Hyejin"he said, i looked at him annoyed, i really didn't want to go, "fine"I sighed,

"yay we promise to stay around each other"Suzy said, Jihoon left and closed the door behind him, "okay it's annoying that you're living with two hot roommates"Jenna said walking to my closet, "why do yoh have this much clothes?"she asked shocked, "addiction"i said.

After 3 outfits I finally settled on one, Suzy drove us to the party, when we arrived i was shocked to see this many people in an apartment, "oh my god so exciting!"suzy said holding my hand,

"let's go get drinks"she walked through the crowd dragging me with her, "you know i only drink sweet drinks"i said as we entered the kitchen, "i know"she opened a can of beer and gave it to me,

"its peach flavored"she smiled, i drank it and it tasted good, "oh my god is that Joshua!"she said, and turned to me looking for permission, "go ahead"i chuckle, "thank you be right back"she disappeared in the crowd

ten minutes passed and i was scrolling through my phone and drinking my beer, i heard someone clear their throat, i looked up, "hey"he said, "hi"i replied,

"what are you doing here alone?"he asked as he opened a beer, "not a party person"I said, "same, im Jaehoon by the way"he offered his hand, "Hyejin"i shook it, "do you want to get out of here go somewhere quiet?"he asked

i looked at him kinda disgusted, "no thanks im here with my friends im not ditching them"i said, "they ditched you"he said getting closer to me, "can you please leave me alone"i said creeped out

he grabbed my wrist and was ready to force me to go with him, "she clearly said no"i heard a voice a very familiar one, i looked at the kitchen entrance,

i stood there shocked, "and who are you?"Jaehoon let go of me, "her friend"he walked towards us, Jaehoon scoffed in annoyance and left, "you okay?"he asked,

it was Soonyoung, he looked totally different and had blonde hair, I suddenly had a rush of emotions all at once, and I slapped him, he stood there accepting it,

"Hyejin"he spoke as he walked closer to me, "don't"i said feeling my voice choke up, "im sorry"he said, my whole body was frozen and I really wanted to ran away right now, "please don't"I gathered my things and moved walking towards the exit

i opened the door, i kept hearing my name being called but i ignored it, he somehow managed to catch up with and grabbed my wrist stopping me

"Hyejin please listen to me"he said, "let go of me"i tried yanking my hand away, "okay just please let apologize you don't have to forgive me just please listen to me"he begged, i stood there with my arms crossed

"i sincerely apologize for leaving without telling you but believe me I didn't want to go i swear I wanted to tell you that night but I couldn't im really sorry"he said, i wiped my tears, I know it wasn't his fault but still i got hurt and I can't just forget and welcome him with open arms, "i have to go"i said turning around, "let me drop you"he said, "no Soonyoung I want to be alone"i said and walked away.