Friends with benefits

𝓣𝔀𝓮𝓷𝓽𝔂-𝓽𝔀𝓸

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{I wanted to make somethings clear.
Jihoon(woozi) and Hyejin are childhood friends their parents were friends so naturally they became friends. Wonwoo and Hyejin are friends since second year of high school, and Jihoon and Wonwoo are friends since third year of middle school}

A week passed and I've slipped into a dark place in my mind, the whole week after graduation I just slept and barely eaten

I would hold my phone for hours waiting for a text or a call, for hours staring at the wall or crying myself to sleep, i thought I would be okay especially after i got accepted into my dream university and my dream major

but nothing feels right anymore, i have shut everyone out, even my soon to be divorced parents came because there were concered.

I asked Jihoon to try and get Hoshi's address and he did so I sent a few letters but I don't know if he received them.

Today Wonwoo and Jihoon are helping me pack my stuff since we're moving in 3 days, i tried to pretend to be okay, so I showered and cleaned my room,

i sat on my bed and stared at the dead flowers on my nightstand, i heard a knock on the door, Jihoon and Wonwoo came in with empty boxes and bags

"hi"Wonwoo said with a smile, "hey guys"I stood up to greet them, Jihoon pulled me into a hug, caressing my back, he pulled away and Wonwoo hugged me,

i chuckled, "thank you guys for helping me"I said pulling away, "no problem we're roommates now"Wonwoo ruffled my hair, "im so excited"i smiled,

i suddenly felt dizzy and sat down holding my head, "you okay?"Jihoon kneeled infront of me, "when is the last time you ate?"he asked, "I don't know"I whispered,

"it's time to stop hurting yourself Hyejin he left, you have to process that you have to move on now i know it hurts but eventually you'll need to start healing and go on with your life"Jihoon spoke,

i felt like a child being scolded by their parents, i kept my head low, fiddling with my hands, "now get up let's get something to eat"he said, i stood up and followed Jihoon.

We went to a traditional Korean restaurant, we ordered and waited, Wonwoo ordered a beer, "you're already drinking we graduated a week ago"i said, "its just beer have one"he opened another bottle and handed it to me, i hesitate,

"I don't know maybe my tolerance is bad"i said, "you'll never know if you don't try"he shrugged, "but eat first"Jihoon said, i nodded.

The food arrived and i tried my best to eat well because Jihoon was glaring at me and the food was really good, "cheers?"Wonwoo raised his bottle, i took mine and we clicked it together, "cheers"i smiled,

i took a big chug and it tasted nice at first but then it started burning my throat, i coughed a little, "that burns"i drank water, they both laughed at me,

"it's alcohol it's supposed to burn"wonwoo said, "i don't think I like it"I pushed it away, "you're probably a wine or champagne girl"Jihoon said, "maybe"I continued eating.
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It's a short chapter i know sorry ☹️.
But I didn't want you guys to wait too long, thank you for waiting❤️.