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The next morning dawned bright and clear and right when Minho entered the room to check up on the omega, he found Felix sitting at the edge of his bed, rubbing the lace quietly.
'You dressed up this early, kitten?'-he asked, watching as Felix jumped up before nodding towards him,
'Come on, we've got loads to do today, but first is breakfast.'
Following the purple head outside the room, Felix tried to match Minho's steps without realizing,
Considering his head was blank at the moment, he found peace in the quiet and did his best to synchronize his steps with the alpha.
Minho, who ofcourse noticed it, could only shake his head quietly, even though his heart felt warm at the omega's actions.
Upon arriving at the central tower's dining room, Felix took his seat as he did during yesterday's lunch, or was made to,
Right beside Chan who sat at the head chair, and to his other side was Changbin.
On the other side of Chan was Minho, followed by Jisung and finally Seungmin and Jeongin, whilst to Changbin's other side was Seungmin and then Hyunjin.
The others passed a smile to him, clearly trying to get him comfortable, which he returned and quietly shuffled in his seat, slightly leaning backward as he heard them talk to each other.
He liked their company, the silence was wondrous, sure. But sometimes he found himself watching them communicate and that reminded him of how he had no way of starting any communication.
He knew they knew he was hiding things, but there was simply no way he'd be able to tell them everything without being able to make short conversations,
He wished to, really, but he didn't know how to start. He liked hearing them talk, that was something.
Having been all by himself for most of his life, it was as if he lost the energy and the skill to make conversations. He talked to himself half of the time, mostly being in his head and replying to that one voice of his mind which was the cause of half of the chaos he did in real life, nevertheless, during times like these when he could watch his mates chat around and act as if everything was normal, he felt as if he wasn't enough.
He had no skills, cut out the part of him being able to use his blood to cure some ailments, and a bit of potion-making, even then he wasn't anything. He wasn't smart, he wasn't strong enough and he surely wasn't pretty enough. With the freckles on his face, not to mention the fact that he felt as if he didn't look good enough for being an omega that too a mate of the royal alpha and his mates-
It made him feel incomplete; insecure, and unknown to himself.
He watched them talking, and he noticed Hyunjin's pretty features, almost like a prince which he was ofcourse but even then, and the smoothness with which he planned out his attacks; he knew of Jisung's ability to manipulate and pull people into benefit the kingdom; he knew of Seungmin's ability to solve out the strongest of riddles and they make way through the trickiest of situations; he knew of the strength Changbin had and the fact that he was, all in all, able to carry the sole weight of training the soldiers by himself; he knew of Minho's smartness and quirkiness, the fact that the male also participated in the inner council meetings, and sure enough; he did know of the way Jeongin, youngest of them all, despite everything, had the strength double of Felix, and was the one managing things among the crowds.
