tw: involves alot of panic from a bad high, greening out.
y/n pov:
we've done this before and it went smoothly last time. "okay ready" chris asked. "yeah, a little nervous" i said. he smiled and kissed my cheek. "everything will be fine" he said taking a hit. he recently got into the habit of doing this. i recently joined him. only sometimes when we hang out we do it. "and then just inhale it... and blow it out" he says doing so. i nod my head and he passed me the cart. i inhaled it, and he told me when to stop. "now let it out" he said. and i do so. "okay that wasn't that bad" i said coughing a little. "exactly" he said.
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30 minutes later
we did a couple more hits after that.
we were listening to music and chillin.
we were making tiktoks and taking pics. "u feel it" he said turning his head towards me. "yeah" i said giggling. he giggled and laid his head on my chest. "are u ok w doing it" he asked. "yeah it's okay" i said.chris pov:
i got off her chest and we went on our phones for a little. she sat up on the bed and started to stare at the wall. "y/n are u good?" i asked sitting up too. "i-i feel bad" she said sounding scared. i felt like the high instantly left me. i quickly sat in-front of her grabbing her arms. "what do u feel" i said. "i feel... i don't feel here" she said. i took a good look at her eyes and she was much higher than me. i wasn't sure how that was possible if we took basically the same amount of hits, i think. "you here, your alive" i said squeezing her arms. her eyes watered as she tried to feel me. "squeeze me, try and pinch me, ur here" i said. she started to sob and covered her face. "it's okay, ur here, let it out, it happens sometimes it can get to much" i said rubbing her back. she sat back up and held onto my arms. "let's take some deep breathes" i said. we took some deep breathes. "see ur hear, ur living. it goes away in a few" i said giving her a soft smile. she smiled back weakly. "i don't feel good" she said looking down eyes closed. "it will pass, let's just lay down and chill, it's going to be okay" i said.she laid down next to me cuddled up to me. "just close ur eyes and relax, you'll feel better it will all pass" i said rubbing her back. she stayed silent, i heard sniffles coming from her. "baby" i said softly. i tilted her head up to look at me. "i really don't feel good" she said. i stoked her hair and grabbed some water. "it will pass ur going to be okay, drink some water" i said. she drinked water and wiped her tears. "i just feel like i'm seeing two of u, and i'm dizzy and.. it's just bad" she said looking around. i gently put my hands on her cheek and made her look at me. "look into my eyes. "ur real, and ur here" i said wiping her tears. "it passes, go to sleep, or chill on ur phone, but this feeling WILL go away, okay?" i said. she nodded biting her lip. "your going to be okay" i said kissing her nose. "lay down and relax" i said. she laid down on my chest again and completely knocked out this time. i had my arms around her and was incomplete shock. i slowly grabbed my phone and texted matt and nick.
chris
i think y/n just greened outnick
wait whatmatt
are u guys okay rn?chris
i'm okay, i feel like i completely sobered up after that.chris
she freaked out and idk if she did to much or if it was a bad highnick
what's going on now?
matt
u want us to come downstairs?chris
it's okay she completely knocked out this time, she said she felt dizzy and she said she was seeing two of menick
how much did u guys do?chris
i'm not sure but i was doing okay? maybe i'm more use to it than her? i'm not surematt
just let her sleepnick
it's like 4 am rnchris
shit really?nick
yeah so get some rest tomatt
are u okay chrischris
i gotta be for her yk
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after that i turned my phone off and looked at her sleeping. she seemed fine now. but i felt so bad for her. she didn't look well now that i think abt it. but i couldn't tell if it was my fault or not. i fell asleep and hoped she felt better in the morning. i think after this i might take a long break from doing it.
-guys this is such a serious matter.
if u ever do any sorts of things like this. make sure u do it with the right people. the people who won't leave u to fight it on ur own. u have to be with people who will comfort u and let u know it will pass and that it will all be okay. 🩷 i love u guys
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