bad high-chris

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tw: involves alot of panic from a bad high, greening out.

y/n pov:
we've done this before and it went smoothly last time. "okay ready" chris asked. "yeah, a little nervous" i said. he smiled and kissed my cheek. "everything will be fine" he said taking a hit. he recently got into the habit of doing this. i recently joined him. only sometimes when we hang out we do it. "and then just inhale it... and blow it out" he says doing so. i nod my head and he passed me the cart. i inhaled it, and he told me when to stop. "now let it out" he said. and i do so. "okay that wasn't that bad" i said coughing a little. "exactly" he said.
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30 minutes later
we did a couple more hits after that.
we were listening to music and chillin.
we were making tiktoks and taking pics. "u feel it" he said turning his head towards me. "yeah" i said giggling. he giggled and laid his head on my chest. "are u ok w doing it" he asked. "yeah it's okay" i said.

chris pov:
i got off her chest and we went on our phones for a little. she sat up on the bed and started to stare at the wall. "y/n are u good?" i asked sitting up too. "i-i feel bad" she said sounding scared. i felt like the high instantly left me. i quickly sat in-front of her grabbing her arms. "what do u feel" i said. "i feel... i don't feel here" she said. i took a good look at her eyes and she was much higher than me. i wasn't sure how that was possible if we took basically the same amount of hits, i think. "you here, your alive" i said squeezing her arms. her eyes watered as she tried to feel me. "squeeze me, try and pinch me, ur here" i said. she started to sob and covered her face. "it's okay, ur here, let it out, it happens sometimes it can get to much" i said rubbing her back. she sat back up and held onto my arms. "let's take some deep breathes" i said. we took some deep breathes. "see ur hear, ur living. it goes away in a few" i said giving her a soft smile. she smiled back weakly. "i don't feel good" she said looking down eyes closed. "it will pass, let's just lay down and chill, it's going to be okay" i said.

she laid down next to me cuddled up to me. "just close ur eyes and relax, you'll feel better it will all pass" i said rubbing her back. she stayed silent, i heard sniffles coming from her. "baby" i said softly. i tilted her head up to look at me. "i really don't feel good" she said. i stoked her hair and grabbed some water. "it will pass ur going to be okay, drink some water" i said. she drinked water and wiped her tears. "i just feel like i'm seeing two of u, and i'm dizzy and.. it's just bad" she said looking around. i gently put my hands on her cheek and made her look at me. "look into my eyes. "ur real, and ur here" i said wiping her tears. "it passes, go to sleep, or chill on ur phone, but this feeling WILL go away, okay?" i said. she nodded biting her lip. "your going to be okay" i said kissing her nose. "lay down and relax" i said. she laid down on my chest again and completely knocked out this time. i had my arms around her and was incomplete shock. i slowly grabbed my phone and texted matt and nick.

chris
i think y/n just greened out

nick
wait what

matt
are u guys okay rn?

chris
i'm okay, i feel like i completely sobered up after that.

chris
she freaked out and idk if she did to much or if it was a bad high

nick
what's going on now?
matt
u want us to come downstairs?

chris
it's okay she completely knocked out this time, she said she felt dizzy and she said she was seeing two of me

nick
how much did u guys do?

chris
i'm not sure but i was doing okay? maybe i'm more use to it than her? i'm not sure

matt
just let her sleep

nick
it's like 4 am rn

chris
shit really?

nick
yeah so get some rest to

matt
are u okay chris

chris
i gotta be for her yk
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after that i turned my phone off and looked at her sleeping. she seemed fine now. but i felt so bad for her. she didn't look well now that i think abt it. but i couldn't tell if it was my fault or not. i fell asleep and hoped she felt better in the morning. i think after this i might take a long break from doing it.
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guys this is such a serious matter.
if u ever do any sorts of things like this. make sure u do it with the right people. the people who won't leave u to fight it on ur own. u have to be with people who will comfort u and let u know it will pass and that it will all be okay. 🩷 i love u guys

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