It's been 5 Years Since the last time they saw each other, and nothing was the same. Harry is one of the most famous singers in the world's most beloved boy band. Leslie was a rising model making her way as an ambassador for multiple agencies as she...
I heard the audience clapping and let out a slow exhale trying not to drag me feet as I walked out to the set. I smiled politely and waved at the audience before sitting down on the couch. I was barely recovered from my hangover and wasn't looking forward to the concert we had this evening. The last thing I wanted to do at this point was be hounded about this album. I couldn't really describe what I was feeling. I wasn't sad or angry. I didn't have any emotional reason to drink last night but I did anyways. I guess just in hopes that it would wash away the memories and I can start over with everything. This album was a journey and a farewell. I was letting go of everything. Of it all with her. I lost her and now I needed to let go. Permanently...
Jimmy smiled at me politely,
"So how is it going man? It's been a while since we have talked."
"Things are going pretty good."
"Well I mean you do have a knew album out now and I gotta say man." He pulled out a picture of the album cover,
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"This is really hot." I couldn't help but chuckle feeling myself becoming slightly a little more relaxed, "Thanks." "What was the though process behind the cover?" I rubbed my jawline with my thumb slightly, "I mean honestly it wasn't really my idea. I kinda let my photographer do whatever." "So this is Lloyds work?" "Yeah we did a variety of different photo shoots and just decided on an image and then Mitch, my band mate, thought posting some of different lyrics over it would be a nice effect." "Well it looks great. Now the album is called Love You Goodbye but your tour is called Cherry. Any connections with that?" "Um it just kinda popped in my head; it also could reference a song that wasn't put on this album but I'm not allowed to talk about that." I chuckled lightly. "Well at least the hint is helpful. Your go in us something but I wanna know some more of the inspiration that went into the album because a lot of fans are saying if you listen to them in order they all tell as story." I forced a smile on to my face, "It's a good hypothesis. I'll admit this album was a journey to write as are the events that it's based off of. Lot of it covers the messy aspects of loving someone whole heartedly." "Not anyone in particular." My jaw flexed lightly, "I've lost a lot of people I have cared about over the years and some have impacted me more than others." "How would you summarize this album?" "That life is messy. No one is perfect but if you can find someone to share that rocky and chaotic journey with there is nothing more special than that." "So well put and now ladies and gentlemen we are in for a treat as Harry is going to perform one of these tracks from his album live." With my guitar in my hands and the microphone in front of me I tried to steady my breathing. The words that I wrote to her filled my mind. I tried blocking out the images of her in my mind but they flooded me. After all the song was about her,
Days ache and nights are long Five years and still you're not gone Guess I'm still holding on Drag my name through the dirt Somehow it doesn't hurt though Guess you're still holding on You told your friends you want me dead And said that I did everything wrong And you're not wrong Well I'll take all the vitriol But not the thought of you moving on 'Cause I'm not ready To find out you know how to forget me I'd rather hear how much you regret me And pray to God that you never met me Than forget me Oh I hate to know I made you cry But love to know I cross your mind Babe oh I Even after all it'd still wreck me To find out you'd know how to forget me Even after all this time Days ache and nights are grey My heart is still your place babe Guess I still feel the same Know you can't stand my face Some scars you can't erase babe Guess you still feel the same Well I'll take all the vitriol But not the thought of you moving on 'Cause I'm not ready To find out you know how to forget me I'd rather hear how much you regret me And pray to God that you never met me Than forget me Oh I hate to know I made you cry But love to know I cross your mind Babe oh I Even after all it'd still wreck me To find out you'd know how to forget me Even after all this time I'm not ready to let you forget me To let you forget me To let you for oh I'm not ready to let you forget me (Even after all this time) To let you forget me To let you for oh I'm not ready to let you forget me To let you forget me To let you for oh I'm not ready to let you forget me To let you forget me To let you for oh 'Cause I'm not ready To find out you know how to forget me I'd rather hear how much you regret me And pray to God that you never met me Than forget me Oh I hate to know I made you cry But love to know I cross your mind Babe oh I Even after all it'd still wreck me To find out you'd know how to forget me Even after all this time
