Shadows in Tears

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Hey can we talk?
You know what, nevermind you don't have to respond I'll do all the talking.
I miss updating you on every little thing that happens in my day.
Like.. when I made cookies and sent pics of the whole process to you.
You responded to every pic and message that day.
I miss taking walks with you and talking about nothing and everything at the same time.
Time really flew by when I was with you.
I always felt like we never had enough time together.
I really could picture a future with you.
Nothing with you was boring I was always smiling no matter what.
Everytime something happens to me I always want to tell you about it,
Good or bad, you're the first person who comes to mind.
Actually you never really left my mind.
Even when you physically left
You stayed in the back of my mind.
If it were up to me,
I would ask to try again but you already know that's what I want..
I'm always the one to reach out to you after all.
I don't know what you want..
I'm not even sure you know what you want, but it's your move now.
I miss you but I'm done losing sleep over someone who might not even with me.
I'll end here I think I've said enough.
Maybe even too much, but when you finally decide just know
I'm here waiting for an answer.

"I choose you. It's always been you."

You said that before and look we ended up.
Don't choose me over yourself. If you can't do this, don't just
Tell me what I want to hear.
You're keeping me around as an option, do you even care?

"You know that's not true. I wish I could do this, I just can't. Please I don't want to lose you."

"I love you."

Are you sure....?