What if Arthit did not accept Kong's proposal in episode 12 and they drift apart after graduation?
What if, after 9 years they meet again in a rather interesting circumstance?
Kongpob is still into him...Will he finally get what he wanted after all...
Today's event went as according to the plan. It has to, as it had always been. Usually when I try out something, I go over every possible outcomes and be ready with a foolproof counteract, be it signing a deal or a simple breakfast. But, one variable that I always miss and struggle with is P'Arthit. Ever since I met him, I automatically made everything about him. It might have started as a mere rebellion against my seniors, especially my dear head hazer. But soon, I just wanted him to notice me, always wanted to be cool in front of him. And I don't even know when all of these obsessions turned into love.
I always believed if I try, I could achieve anything. It had been the case for every little thing I set my mind into. Again the only exception is P'Arthit. Till date, he has proved himself to be that unpredictable variable that could never be solved nor get over.
Its been so many years, but I just could not stop the damn flutters of my traitorous heart whenever I see him. It was manageable during the years I went under the radar and just focused on my career. But he had to appear in front of me and get my hopes high, all the while doing nothing but simply existing. There were more than 10 hazers in my batch and I had to choose the most difficult one to fall in love with...what a life!
I am basically a confident person but not when it comes to him. Even now I fail to see why I decided that P'Arthit is also in love with me and is just shy to accept. How stupid I was. Coming to think about it...he equally looked after each and every one of his juniors.
He scolded everyone
He punished everyone
Bought food for everyone
Gave special coaching to everyone
Awarded the gear to everyone
Looked after about everyone
Even the stupid medicine and oranges...it was not for me alone, Em was there and received the same too
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It was always to 'everyone'...but my stupid narcissistic-self had to think it was all for me. Even after all these years, the first thing I did after I saw him was to proclaim that he likes me too and that I'd make him accept that non-existent love of his.
Goddd....no wonder he is annoyed just by looking at me.
And on top of everything, I had to kiss him, without permission and even had the audacity to give him timeline. He must have confirmed that I'm a legit pervert. Thank god I am not behind the bars for behaving in such a disgusting manner.
My phone rang and I simply put it on speaker, "why are you calling so late?"
Em replied, "not even a hello...anyway how was the event today?"
"It went well. Proof that I can manage pretty good even without a secretary. May be I should cut down your posting" I teased him.
"As if you could survive without me, anyway my main concern was not the event, but the presence of someone in the event. How did it go? Did you speak with him?"
I sighed, "I think everything is sorted out now. I apologized for all the troubles I had been causing him for so many years. He accepted, he is generous that way...just a reminder why I fell for him"
Em hummed slowly, "Are you sure he was really mad to begin with? I mean from what you told and from what I discussed with P'bright, it really sounded like P'Arthit has started to accept you"
"No Em, I have already caused too much trouble just because of my self desire to be with him. I have promised him that I wont disturb him again. I have even invited him to our volunteering program. So no mess up from now on"
My obsession had become so much that I don't recognize myself these days. It just cant continue like that
"to our trip? But we never invite outsiders" I rubbed my face irritated, now he is gonna tease me to no end.
"I know Em. It was an accident, i had no other options than this to approach him. Dont even start, I regret it myself too" how the hell will I render any form of service if the primary source of distraction tags along with me? Its all on me now.
"Wow, Kong it would be an amazing opportunity to woo him there. I really feel like he is just a very light push away from falling for you. If I am right, I could say that he is already into you"
"Stop it Em, no more. I don't deserve him. He is straight, he has implied that to me in so many ways before. Right from his college crush to his mom's blind dates. Speaking of which I am gonna try some blind dates too...I really really need a change in life"
"yeah...you do that. I'm hanging up now...good night" he sounded off.
And like that he cut the call. Why would no one realize that I don't stand a chance with P'Arthit. I mean, he had made it clear from day one. I was just blind not to see it.
This trip is really my chance to prove to P'Arthit just how much I respect him and how much I have changed and how much I have moved on....
I mean...trying to move on.
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A/N: As i promised here is another update!
will see in next one! dont forget to vote and comment! this girl treasures you all a lot❤️
