People might find this creepy but for me it's funny.
I've been involved in self-harm since I was like 9 or 10 years old and no one knows that. Can't really remember the exact age.
I find it funny when a psychiatrist teaches me how I can feel pain but in such a less dangerous way.
People are doing self-harm coz they wanna feel the pain but that's not the only thing I want when I do self-harm.
I wanna feel the pain but my body will still urge me to continue at least til I see blood start to flow.
I wish people knew that mental illness is complicated and something really happens inside our brains. It's not just about our feelings...
By the way, I was annoyed when Dr asked me to do that thing which they claimed was safer than harm but I'll try my best.
Each time I saw the blood flow, I'd say sorry to my inner child coz I hurt her. I feel bad.
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Inner child voices, childhood trauma aftermath.
PoetryI might not love the current me but I do love my inner child. Sounds funny right? Coz we're basically the same but no, we're not. Children must be protected not to be trained to be such a ruthless person. He's 4 years old. If he falls, pick him up...
