Authors Note- its bad

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None of my stories will not be updated for awhile and here's why.

I got a car 👆 up above. That was my van, White Lightening.

Had it only for three weeks it wasn't yet it was my fault.

I was driving back from Sioux city with my sister, brother, sisters boyfriend, and another friend (who is an asshole now I HATE HIM) and my eyes started hurting real bad. I have an early, early stage of Glaucoma (which is blindness) and I rubbed them swerved a bit, nothing happened.

They started hurting really really really bad once again I thought I could rub them quickly and everything would be okay. I was so fucking wrong. Went onto the shoulder, panicked a bit and overcorrected. Swerved into the other lane and spun and rolled a good 5 times. All I could hear is myself screaming and screaming. Once we stopped rolling my brother and I did a roll call. My sister wasn't there. Adrenaline pumped into my bloodstream as I screamed and screamed her name along with help. That asshat kid the one I hate now didn't help look for her. I thought she was under the van dead. It was at Least 10 mins. or more and no response. I thought she was under the van, dead. Help came a couple and another women. My brother found her and I climbed the barb wire fence to get to her.

There was blood on her mouth which I found out later was due to biting down on her lip too hard. I stayed with her, we waited for at least an hour.

All she could say was, "my back, my back it hurts my back. I can't." When I saw the flashing lights in the distance I stroked her hair and cheek and held her saying, " you're gonna be okay beeca helps coming. You're gonna be okay helps coming."

I was checked out,i didn't realize I had blood gushing from my leg due to climbing the barb wire fence to get back and forth between becca and Matteo (beccas bf) he was stuck in the van all he could say was his back as well. Also from glass that's on my knee cap.

She flew 60 ft out of the van, she wasn't wearing her seatbelt. I thought she was I really did😣

She was in critical condition, she broke numerous places in her back along with a bruised lung and fractured rib. Her recovery is amazing. Got into the accident this Sunday and she's already in the rehab ward and all.

But I got severe whip flash and a scraped up leg. I'm okay, we're all okay. I'm not emotionally though. When I go to sleep at night all I hear is the screeching of the tires my constant screaming as we roll. The sound of glass shattering all around. I can also hear my little sister cry in pain as she gasps for breathe. I'm emotionally done with everything guys.

There will be no updating for a long time. My stories are on hold. I need to be emotionally ready to update. I have plans for Lovely Lenore but I need to be ready to type those things. I'm a total mess right now guys. I just can't do sleeping or a lot of eating lately.

Don't forget I love you all and please stay strong while I'm recovering emotionally from all of this.

I love you

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