Irresistible

chapter 11

Bojans POV
I was having such mixed feelings, Although I told her what I wanted to say, it was almost as if she didn't get it.

At least she admitted being jealous, I was happy about that.
But I wanted to see Eva.
Unless I met her before the next pre party, I wouldn't see her for at least 2 weeks.
I couldn't get her off of my mind, I wanted to kiss her so badly when we were at the hotel.

But she had Conor.
As far as I knew, she was happy with him.
Why couldn't I get her off of my mind?
The thought of her put me into a day dream.
Imagining her with Conor, fuck it made me jealous.

Then picturing me with her, made me feel some sort of comfort.
But I couldn't be feeling this.
I got home, and discreetly made my way into the apartment.

But to my surprise, there stood Kris, Jan, Nace and Jure, with their arms crossed like moms.
"Shit." Was the only word that fell out of my mouth.

"Where have you been?" Jan asked me.
"Yeah, where have you been?" Jure repeated.
"Nowhere! Just- went for a walk." I attempted.
"Why?" Nace questioned.
"Felt like it." I shrugged my shoulders.

"Bojan, tell us the truth." Jan told me, looking me dead in the eye.
"Fine." I gave up.
"I was at Rebecca's." I told the boys.
"Why this early?" Jure said.
Kris had clearly clocked why I was there, his face went into realization.

"You know, what we were all talking about yesterday.. I told her what was on my mind and that we should take things slower." I slowly said.
"Oh." Jan said.
Jan came towards me, putting his arm on my shoulder.
Kris looked at me in relief.
He came over to me, pulling me into a hug.

"Guys it's fine." I assured them.
Kris pulled back.
"Are you sure?" He asked.
"Yes, promise." I reassured.

I genuinely was fine, I just had so many emotions that I couldn't even process.
"How about we go out tonight?" Nace suggested.
"We go out every night." Jure laughed.

"Yeah, but still, surely it will cheer Bojan up." Nace added.
"I'm literally fine." I shook my head.
"Oh come on, it'll be fun!" Nace continued.
The boys nodded their heads, looking at me.

"Okay fine, but I don't wanna be out super late tonight." I pointed.
"Fine by us." Kris winked at Nace as he said.

Eva's POV
I had just gotten off the phone with Conor, he said he was doing some gig tonight.
I went to go speak to Dali.

"Hey!" She said.
"Hi." I replied, standing in the door frame of hee room.
"You okay?" She asked me.
"Yeah, just wanted to talk." I said to her.

"Of course, come here." She told me.
I sat down beside her on the bed.
"Whats up?" She asked.
"I don't know what's wrong with me." I began.
She looked puzzled.

"Like- I can't stop thinking of Bojan and what happened at the hotel." I told her.
"I feel bad for Conor, but I kinda liked it." I admitted, my head going down to the ground.
"And that's okay." Dahlia put her hand on mine.

"How?" I asked.
"You and Conor aren't together yet." She said.
"It's okay to feel these things." She assured me.
"But-" I was cut off by Dahlia hugging me.
I slowly put my arms around her.
"It's okay. I promise." She rested her head on my back.

"I'm just so confused-" I told her.
"I know you are." She said.

The truth was, I truly did like Conor, but something told me that me and Bojan could have a chance together.
But he was clearly happy with Rebecca.

"Hey, what if we go out tonight?" Dali suggested.
"Oh- I don't really feel like it." I shook my head.
"Oh shush! Of course you do." She laughed.
I rolled my eyes.
"I don't know.." I said.
"Come on, please!" She begged.
"Fine." I gave in.
"Yayy!" She cheered, hugging me again.