Irresistible

chapter 12

"EVA?!" I heard someone yell.
I got a massive fright, as did Bojan.
"CONOR?!" I yelled.
My hand went over my face in shock, my eyes wide.

I was speechless, Conor looked so shocked.
Technically, we weren't dating, but I understood that it would upsetting or be wrong for him to see that.

"I-" Bojan couldn't get a word out either.
"Are you fucking serious?" Conor stared at me.
"I- It's- Its not what it looks like!!" I said.
"Yeah right it's fucking not." Conor looked down.

"Conor- I swe-" I was interrupted.
"Dont Conor me, clearly I meant nothing to you." He argued.
"No!!" I yelled.
"Bye, Eva." Conor walked off.
"Conor!!!" I was too late.

"Fuck!!" My hand went straight to my face.
I started to tear up, what had I done?
I was ashamed.
"Eva-" Bojan began.
"No! No! No! Please just go!!" I yelled at Bojan.
"But-" I cut him off.
"Please.." My voice was cracking, and my nose starting to run.

Bojan did as I said, and walked off, but not to the boys. He walked out of the club.
What was I going to do?
I then turned, noticing Dahlia walking towards me.

"E-Eva..?" She said.
She had clearly seen what happened.
I was sat down against the wall, ashamed of my actions.
Dahlia sat down beside me, and put her arm around me.

"Eva, please talk to me." She brought my head to face her.
My mascara was all ran down my face.
Dahlia wiped my tears.
"It's okay." She assured me.
But I knew everything wasn't okay.
"D-Dahlia, I fucked up, I fucked up really badly." I finally had the words.

"You haven't." She assured me.
I rolled my eyes, cradling my head into my crossed arms.

I could tell that Dahlia was struggling to comfort me, she would usually come up with something funny to say or do, but this time, it seemed as if she had nothing.

"Eva, come on, we should go." Dahlia said to me.
I couldn't get the words out to even agree.
I couldnt even stand up.
I had ruined everything with Conor.
He trusted me with so much, and now he will think that I'm just some slut that used him.

But that wasn't what it was.
I didn't know what it was.
All I knew was that it was all my fault.

I needed to fix it, but i didn't know how.
Dahlia ended up dragging me off of the floor, and holding me up.
I was at the point where I couldn't even cry anymore.

No emotion, or anything.
All I felt was emptiness.
I had completely fucked up everything.

I didnt remember much from the rest of the night, all I did remember was laying in bed, head full of thoughts about what was going to happen.

Would Conor ever speak to me again? I mean, he had to..?
Would Bojan speak to me again?
What would everyone else think?

I remember Dahlia coming upstairs, I pretended I was sleeping so she wouldn't have a massive rant about how everything was 'okay' and 'not my fault.'

The truth was, it was my fault, I should've stopped Bojan from kissing me.
But then another part of me, thought it felt right.
That it was meant to happen.

Apart from that, I didn't remember anything.
I didnt remember leaving the club.
Or getting to sleep.

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Conor's POV
I had told Eva I had a gig, but really I was coming to surprise her.
She had her location on, so I sneakily got in an uber and went to the club she was at.

I spent around 5 minutes circling the club, it was packed with people.
Eventually, I had found Dahlia.

"Dahlia." I said.
"Conor?" She replied.
"Hey." I greeted her.
"Eva said you had a gig?" She said, looking confused.
"Wanted to surprise her." I laughed.