Give Me Back My Childhood. /a Tommyinnit Angst Story/

they find out

tw needles n sh mentions

tommys pov:

it had been 3 days since wilburs incident. he hadn't been outside at all, too scared to go.today was therapy day and we was on our way to my therapy, u don't know why it had to be so far away but it just was.Tommy hated Mr grayson. Phil pulled up to the building it was in as I took a deep breath in and out. I pulled the hood of ranboos hoodie up around my head. I opend the car door and got out.

"we'll be right here tom I'll see you after therapy"

I nodded and slammed the door walking towards the building. i opend the door and towards my therapy room. I sat down in the gloomy room and picked up the pillow I usually fiddled with. Mr grayson came into the room and sat on his chair.

"hello thomas"

"it's tommy."

"well tommy, how have you been."

I stayed a silent as a mouse. slightly zoning out.

"tommy?"

"Oh I uh yeah I've been fine I guess."

the therapy continued, I just awnserd with nods, yeahs and sounds. he wanted me to do a puzzle but I had no attention span for it I kept zoning out thinking about wilbur and what had happend.

I lifted up my arm to brush the hair out my face, as my hoodie wasn't mine and was ranboos, it was too big the sleeve fell down.
Mr grayson stared at the multiple new cuts and burns up my arm.

"tommy..do you want to talk about that?"

"no." I gave a short awnser

"I'll be back in a miniute."

I pressured he went off to call phil about it, I didn't care anymore.

therapy had ended anyways so I got up and went into Mr graysons office.

"bye bitch." I said in a sing song tone whilst sticking my middle finger up.

I ran out of the room, down the hallway and out of the building. I pulled the vape out of my pocket and took a long inhale and then exhaling it out. I ran to the car and opend the car jumping in. everyone was in it.

"tommy."

"hi that's me the usual fucker." I laughed

"Mr grayson called, were gonna have a talk about that." phil said starting up the car

"not for long." I said grinning before opening the car door and jumping out I ran as far as my legs could take me.

someone ran behind me presumably techno. two pair of arms grabbed me. as I kicked and screamed struggling to get out of their grip.

"LET ME GO. I WANT TO GO."

"tommy calm down. its us its okay."

"LET ME THE FUCK GO."

i screamed and kicked before I was pulled into someone's grip, tears flooded down my cheeks.

I screamed and kicked in technos grip, he was strong really strong.

wilbur had been given something to calm down uncamable meltdowns. he pulled it out his pocket. I saw it.

"PLEASE NO PLEASE PLEASE"

"it's okay tom it just helps you calm down a bit, and then we can sit in the car and read your book, yeah?"

before I could awnser the needle had been in and out of my arm. I began to calm, began to feel tired. unhelpable tiredness. I struggled to keep my eyes open as we walked back to the car, I was hoisted over technos shoulder my arms round his kneck. my eyes began to fall close.

wilbhrs pov:

I didn't want to have done that. I had to though it was the only way. he was asleep now as we climbed in the car we puy him in the front plugging him in.

"he might of just panicked its fine." shlatt said

I mumbled something and rested my head on his shoulder I was tired. tired of everything, tired of life.

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New chap out tmr

love vienna.