Archie Madekwe Imagines/Smut

Insecure

As a young child you were always confident, you didn't care what anyone thought of you. You were wild and free.

That was until high school came along of course. Getting picked on, nearly cyber bullied. It all towered over your confidence.

You started to feel strange about your body.
" Maybe I'm not good enough'' you would tell yourself. You spent hours in front of the mirror, mascara running down your stained cheeks.

You didn't have many boyfriends, in fact you didn't even consider them actual boyfriends. That was until Archie came along.

You had never felt love before the way Archie had loved you.

You met Archie on the set of his new film Gran turismo. Your father had worked for the special effects team so you would get to tag along and see how things worked on set.

After dating Archie for a couple months, you had been completely engulfed by his love.
He would kiss you, hug you, and he would never forget to hold your hand; unlike your other "boyfriends"

Archie had been the most affectionate man you had ever been with, in fact it felt so unusual to you at times.

Archie had invited you over for an event in london, you loved going to these events with him but you always felt photo shy. Archie could never fathom why. You were the most beautiful girl he had ever been with...let alone seen in his life.

Later that evening he got you both a hotel. You had never been in a room alone with archie. Seeing the bed all done made you shiver a little. You knew what was coming. It happened with all your other boyfriends.

"You okay babe ?"
Archie said, setting himself down on the bed before taking his shoes off. (Side note his feet are massive 😩😭)

You took a while to respond, trying to decide whether you wanted to acknowledge your question or not.
You nodded, taking your jacket off before sitting besides him.

Archie paused to look in your eyes. Every time he did that felt like the first time he saw you all over again. It constantly reminded you of why he was ...perfect for you.

Archie leaned in for a kiss, tilting his head. A kiss so gentle it made you want more. The kiss depened, causing Archie to put his hands up your shirt.

He gently pulled up your shirt and you panicked pulling away.
"Arch-"

"I'm sorry Y/N did I do something... god i'm so sorry im- ?"

"Arch relax you didn't do anything wrong i'm just..."

You felt overwhelmed. You felt like crying. You just wanted to be perfect for him. But you didnt feel perfect.

He noticed you covering yourself. Your breasts and stomach area. It was almost like you didnt want him to see you because you thought he would change his mind.

"I'm just" you exhaled, trying to spit in words out.

"I don't want to be judged"

It was a look that you had never seen before on Archie's face. A mix of sadness and empathy.
His expressions dropped, feeling more relieved that he didn't do anything wrong to you.

"Baby... I would never judge you" he said, gently pulling you in for a hug.
He was slow moving. His words felt so unrushed and natural.

He knew you were a virgin, but you two never touched on the subject much. He was a respectful boy, but he would wait however long you wanted

"It's okay if you're not ready for sex... I just don't want you to feel like you have to hide from me"

You smile, a bit teary eyed. God you loved that boy with your entire soul. You reached up to wrap your arms around his neck.

"Y/N... i hope i don't sound too corny saying this but your genuinely one of the most beautiful girls i have ever seen"

You could say the same about him you thought. Archie was gorgeous.

" I love you so much..." he added.
You felt so safe in his arms. You leaned back, taking your shirt off slowly. It was such a hard thing to do.

Archie never dropped eye contact. He just remained lost in your eyes.
He leaned down, placing soft kisses against your skin, down your breasts and tummy.

"We don't have to do this now, let's wait okay?" Archie said, making your body relax even more.

You don't owe him anything you repeated to yourself. And it was true... You didn't owe him sex, he knew that too.

Later that day, you two spent the night snuggled up in the sheets while watching Disney+.
The hotel room lights were perfectly dim to contrast the rain outside.

Before you went to bed, you kissed Archie on the cheek. He always blushes when you did that.

"Thank you... For respecting me"

It was crazy for you to even say thank you to that. But that just goes to show how most men are these days.

"You never had to thank me for doing the bare minimum Y/N"

You realized how badly you had been hurt in the past. You rested your head on Archie's bare chest. Archie's voice sounded so different from that angle it sounded deeper, even sexier.

"I love you... Every part of you, there's nothing that I wouldn't love about you." He said, playing with your hair.

For the first time, you felt true comfort in a man's arms.