Heyy. Im Mayo! Obvi by the title u can tell I'm a teenager and if you even bothered to read the desc u would known that is just my silly little vent book ish filled with my random thoughts. I just need to know someone out there has even remotely heard me, I'm not very loud and I stick out for not being normal. I just want to feel noticed, appreciated snd that someone cares. People probably do care I'm just you know a fucking horrible piece of shit. But that's not the point anymore. I don't eat regularly,I get up at 6am skip breakfast go to school cry skip lunch get home from school listen to music cry do homework try my best to eat dinner without throwing up. Cry a lot before I sleep. I cant sleep in silence it's hard I feel like the darkness around me is gonna pull me under and everyone I know will watch and laugh or smile and point at me as I inevitably fade and disappear.
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A Silly little teenagers rambles !!
De TodoThis is Js kind a vent book and random stuff I think it's not at all relivant to any1 but I just want Atleast SOMEONE to know how I feel.