MY SWEET BOY

Chapter Fourteen

Inara's pov

Tonight's the night of the performance I'll be doing for my single. I'm super nervous to be honest but excited . Mostly nervous about what the critics will think of the track. I really don't care about performing it in front of em honestly or what he thinks . I mean that's at least what I keep trying to tell myself and I don't know if it's working. I don't want this to be weak, know you ? Lately he's been winning a lot of feuds with his rapping skills and I just don't want my diss track to come in as a weak punch. I need to be Mike Tyson in this fight and I'm going to win .

We are already at the American music awards place so we can do rehearsal. The show made sure to have me and Marshall on separate days so he doesn't see my performance and ruin the whole 'surprise' . But that also means that I have less time to rehearse my song but you know what there is no dance or anything in it , It's just me talking a bunch of shit into a mic .

"Alright inara take 3" roxanne says from the front chair holding a clipboard of the lyrics to make sure i was getting them all down. I sigh and begin the performance from the top but im still messing up whether im stuttering or forgetting my lyrics or tripping jeez who invited heels ?!!? they should have burned with hitler .

"Baby girl are you okay?" Roxanne looked concerned for me

" Yeah rox I'm just nervous,Is all you know what will the critics say?" I shrug and rub my arm self consciously .

"Girl, when have you ever cared about critics ? like I think you're nervous because of em's reaction" She slyly smirked at me , I mean it was true I am a bit nervy about that but she's implying that I like him or something or that I want to impress him which is just ugh ! I'm scoffing so bad in my head right now like puhhhhleaseeee . " No it has nothing to do with that " I snap back at her crossing my arms " Girl we all see it even proof noticed it yall have this hate relationship where y'all just wanna fuck each other I don't know there is just a lot of sexual tension and other call feel it while being in the same room." She states careless looking down at her clipboard with her hair covering her face I know she's fucking smirking at me .

"Listen it's not even like that we didn't even fuck and frankly im glad we didn't and I wouldn't want to anyways !" I yell defensively because what the hell does she know?!?! She's too far up proofs ass ,how can see even notice what's going on. " Well thats not what he's sayin girl" I look at her confused did this motherfucker really tell people we fucked to boost his fucking ego? "What are you talking about" I raised a brow hopping off the stage getting closer to her " Well he said that you guys didn't fuck but were really close and and he said you might have I don't know............. Begged him?" She said the last part hesitantly im fucking fumming at this point what happened to not kissing and telling thats like rule number fucking one ! Is he fucking mental ?!? Is he is fucking dumb ?!?! " What ?" I stated in an eerily calm tone " Welllllllllllllllllllllll............. He may or may not have told everyone that day in the studio that " Omg I was fucking livid Im going to fucking murder him straight up commit homicide if he doesn't kill him self after I embarass him im going to kill him with my bare hands " Omg roxanne how could you not tell me ?!?!" I said angrily now i know it's wrong to get mad at my bestfriend because it wasn't her fault but fuck im pissed .

" Hey girl don't shoot the messenger I was going to tell you but it's really not that deep I mean everyone already knew you guys did something just didn't know exactly what you know ?" She frowned at me " Well Roxanne he doesn't have to go spilling the details about it !" I huffed out angrily " What did he tell you about my underwear color too?" I mean mugged her " lacey pink ones" she said flatly " In his defense everyone did dee you underwear that night nara " She shrugged then smiled and came in and hugged me " Don't worry baby your going to embarrass him so bad so this will be pay back and you're going to do great !" She said cheerfully