no turning back now - Kaulitz twins

bad Idea!!

TW SH abusing!!!

// ASHLEY'S POV//

I sat in the back seat of Tom's car, I just looked out of the window while he yelled at me, I didn't listen to him I knew what I did was stupid but I did it for them not just for me. I shouldn't have run in on them the time I killed my Mother and then they knew I was alive how stupid am I?

" Ashley are you listening to me!" Tom snapped at me

"Nope" I mumbled I could feel his eyes on me he was mad.

"Okay listen hear you guys why don't we go home then you can get a room and talk things through mhm" Bill said looking from me to Tom

"Mkay," I said Tom nodded.

We pulled into the driveway and Tom Opened the door so I could come out I ran up to the bathroom locked the door and fished a pocket knife out of my pocket that I found in the man's car and began to cut my legs, arms, and stomach the blood ran down my body to the floor, there was a knock at the door and I stopped.

"What do you want" I yelled, putting the knife back in my pocket and taking my hoodie and sweatpants on in a panic.

"What are you doing out there Ashley" It was Tom

"Can't I take a shower now" I saw he didn't sound angry anymore

"You need anything," he said with a sweet voice

"yes can I get some clothes and shampoo and a towel please" I slowly walked over to the door 

"be right back with the things, but after we have to talk no way out okay," he said walking away 

a few minutes later he knocked at the door and I opened it and he gave me the things looking a little consent.

"Thank you Tom" he nodded and I closed the door but didn't lock it for some reason.

I walked out of the bathroom and into Tom's room he was sleeping in the bed I was as quiet as I could be, I walked over to the closet put the thing there, and left without waking him up, I walked down the stairs where I was met by the dark.

That night I slept on the couch.

I woke up at 10: a.m. and began making breakfast, after a while the boys and Skylar came down,

"good morning sunshine," I said with a big smile, walking over to Skylar to hug her but she refused and walked over to a chair,

"what's wrong Skylar" I knew that she was mad like I left her for weeks

"don't speak to me" She looked at me then away, and my smile faded til it just was a line,

I gave them the food and ate mine in silence.

" Ya know Ashley I want you to leave again," Skylar said making Bill drop his fork and Tom choking on his food.

"what do you mean," I said looking at her 

" I want you to leave, you mean nothing to me anymore" She just ate her food not even looking at me.

"What!?" I have tears in my eyes

"to you, I'm just a friend.."

"To me, you're all I am" I interrupted her

"Where the hell am I supposed to go" I was so mad I didn't even think about what I said 

" or should I just go cut myself up again, or ki..." I shot my mouth why did I say that?

I took my plate and put it on the table Skylar ran up behind me and took me by my hair.

Then threw me into the wall, punched my face, and ripped my clothes off, the last thing I can remember is kicking her in the stomach and the guy's face.

It was a bad idea to leave them.