Are you jealous?

chapter 20

"Dude what the fuck!"

San touched his face, as he already felt his jaw throbing.
He looked at the boy who just punched him, seeing as Felix looked the most furious he had ever been.
Or at least that's the most San had seen.

"I'll kill you, Lee -"

"Take that as a small warning to your sister. She should be happy. I still have sense in me, and I don't hit women."

The older one looked at him with a mixed look of anger and confusion.

"What the fuck are you talking about?
Are you making up shit to pick a fight with me?"

"You damn well know what I mean.

    Look, San, I've been avoiding all of you, I didn't do anything. But if you're gonna drag Hyunjin in this, then imma have to repeat what happened that day."

San's face twisted as he made a quick move and held Felix roughly from his coller.

"Are you threatening me?"

"I'm not, I'm threatening your sister."

He pushed the older's hands off of him and took a step back.

"I'll say this for the last time. Keep Hyunjin out of your bullshit."

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"Hey, why so gloomy?"

Hyunjin sighed as he looked over to the girl next to him.

"Are you still thinking about what happened in the party?

   Forget it, Jin. He didn't deserve you anyway."

"I'm not thinking about that, Yeji."

"Then what?"

He took in a big breath before he scooted closer to the girl. As if he is afraid that people will hear him.

"Let's say, hypothetically speaking, you somehow ended up drunk. And let's say Ryujin took you home to take care of you, right? Normal.

But then, you started talking, also Normal.

But THEN, you suddenly, for some reason, feel the urge to kiss her. And for some reason, you and her end up making out on her bed.

So hypothetically speaking, what will you do?"

Yeji stared at him with a raised eyebrow, as if she was judging him and his words.

To her, the story sounded so real for it to be hypothetical.

"What?"

She said.

"I mean, I'm asking for a friend, and he needs adv-"

Yeji had a slight smile on her face as she watched Hyunjin avoid her eyes and stumble to his words.

"Did you and Felix kiss?"

"It's more like I kiss -"

Hyunjin froze as he realised he had been exposed.

He slowly looked at the girl again, his face heating up as he watched her trying to stiffen her laughs.

"Gotcha!"

"Yeji, no, it's not like that!"

"Not like what?"

"You-"

"What are you talking about?"

The two looked over to see Felix standing in front of them, holding his unfinished cigarette.

It didn't take Yeji much before she started laughing.

"Hey Lix~"

And Hyunjin didn't hesitate to punch the girl in the arm.

"What?"

The Australian asked.

"Nothing. Why are you smoking again? I thought we agreed to stop chain smoking."

Hyunjin answered him.

"I know you love me, Jin, but you don't have to worry."

Felix finally took a seat next to the two, watching as the students rushed to go to class or to leave for home.

"No one loves you asshole."

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"Felix!"

"Shu?"

Felix was on his way out of campus when the said girl called for him.

"What? We're you running?"

She stood in front of him, catching her breath.

"Hypothetically speaking, how will you react if you saw Hyunjin making out with a girl?"

"What?"

"Just answer me!"

"I'll probably ask who the fuck is that bitch, and why the fuck is Hyunjin kissing her. Cause I know for a fact he is not straight."

"Great, so no one is dying. Now, just to let you know. I saw Hyunjin and Yuna kissing behind school."

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"You better pay me cause I had to run to the other side of the school just to get him."

Said shuhua with an unimpressed look on her face.

"Yeah, yeah, what did he say? Where is he?"

Hyunjin looked behind the girl, expecting to see his best friend walking towards them or something.

But that wasn't the case.
So he looked back at the girl, waiting for her to say something.

"I told him what you asked me to tell him. And well, he seemed pissed, I guess. But other than that, he looked at me and said,'It's his business'

Then, he ignored my ass, turned around, and left."

Hyunjin wasn't sure how he felt at the moment.
He can feel something in him break.
And he had to stop himself from crying again.

He is hurt and disappointed.

"Oh."

He can only say.

"But it doesn't mean anything, Hyun.

I told you he was pissed, and knowing Felix, I'm sure he won't show it even if it bothered him."

Shuhua was quick to add, noticing how gloomy the boy got.

"Yeah, I don't care.

Anyway, I should go home. Thanks again, Shu."

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"Felix, you can't keep doing this to yourself."

Changbin said as he watched his friend wipe his wet cheeks.

"I have no idea what you're talking about."

"Yongbok, just talk to him."

Ryujin added.

He thought about it, he really did.

But was he ready to risk everything ?

Was she ready to risk his friendship with the person he cares about the most?

Was he ready to lose the one good thing in his life?

"Is it worth it?"

Felix looked at his friends with a small smile on his face.

"And is it worth it for you to suffer like this? I'm tired of looking at you crying every two days cause Hyunjin made out with a new douch bag!"

"Just talk to him, Lix."

Just talk to him.

Maybe Felix should really consider that