Are you jealous?

chapter 21

"Felix?"

Hyunjin was more than surprised when he opened the door to find his best friend. 

And the thing is, his best friend that was currently standing at his doorstep in the middle of the night was two cups away from passing out.

"Please tell me you have a valid reason for getting yourself into this."

Ignoring the words, Felix moved past his best friend, walking further in the house. Stumbling through his steps, but never stopping till he made it to the boy's bedroom.

"Lix?"

Hyunjin walked into his room to find the said boy laying flat on the bed, staring at the ceiling.

"You're worrying me."

"Hyunjin-ah."

Felix said for the first time, though still not looking at the boy.

"Yeah?"

"Remember what happened last time."

"I don't really know which time you're talking about?"

Hyunjin was startled when the boy sat up, finally looking him in the eyes.
But it somehow made Hyunjin nervous, so he wasn't sure if it's better like this.

"Remember when I took you home, and you were drunk? Cause I still remember that day like it was yesterday.

I still remember how pretty you looked.

I still remember how mad and broken I felt when I saw you crying.

I still remember how you cried in my arms."

Hyunjin subconsciously took a step back when he saw Felix stand up and move towards him.

"Why are you bringing this up?"

"I still remember how right it felt when you were close to me.

I still remember how nice it felt to have you in that way.

I still remember how taken a back I got when you kissed me.

I still remember how damn good it felt."

Hyunjin couldn't help but lean to the hand that was softly brushing his cheek.

He was afraid Felix could hear the way his heart was beating so loud.

"Felix wh-"

"I still remember how bad I wanted to give you what you asked me for.

How bad I wanted to show you. To show you that you are loved.

/My/ love."

Hyunjin can feel the boy's breath over his parted lips. And it wasn't helping with his ubnormally beating heart.

He wasn't sure what happened to his best friend that he started acting this way.

"Hyunjin."

Felix breathed the words over the boy's lips.

Hyunjin was scared that if he said anything or made any sound, it'll come out as a whimper instead.

"Can I taste you again?"

It was everything they both needed the moment their lips connected.
Everything felt right when one of Felix's hands lost its way in Hyunjin's soft hair.
Making the latter lose his mind even more if it's possible.

It was everything they both needed the moment their body moved closer to each other.
Hyunjin getting trapped between his desk and the guy in front of him.
As their lips kept dancing to their own music, to their own rhythm.