The Conscience | Jinkook

Chapter 15

It seems like it can't be like this, day after day that passes makes it feel harder, Jungkook doesn't have anything else to do after his photo shoot with KC, he just stays at home. Even in his own house, Jungkook felt Jin's presence.

"Oh hyung, I can't be like this, I miss you so much," Jungkook said, he was making ramyeon in his kitchen, with the projection lights changing colors bouncing around the room.

He lowered his head while closing his eyes, he felt the emptiness in his life. When the ramyeon was ready, he took it to the sofa and turned on the TV.

Jungkook decided to watch Jin's music video on his TV, he missed his boyfriend.

When Jin's face appeared on the screen, Jungkook immediately stopped eating and just focused on Jin on the screen.

"Hyung.." Jungkook said and tears suddenly fell down his cheeks before the bell rang startling him. Jungkook stopped the music video and left his bowl on the sofa before looking at who had come to his place last night.

"What are you doing here hyung?" Jungkook said.

"Would you like a drink?" Jimin raised the beer cans in his hand.

"Oh come in," Jungkook said and they went inside, Jungkook took him to the sofa and Jimin just smiled seeing Jin's face on his TV screen.

Jungkook immediately turned off the TV, but he was too late because Jimin had seen it first.

"Do you still want to hide it from me? I mean, you know about my secret," Jimin said, he sat down opened the beer in his hand, and took a sip.

"Is that your dinner? It's late at night and you're eating noodles? Your face could be swollen tomorrow," Jimin said.

"I just miss Jin Hyung, and these are all his favorites," Jungkook said.

"This candle is his favorite too?" Jimin said and pointed to the aromatherapy candle on the table.

"Oh yeah, he bought it and always puts it on when he's here," Jungkook said.

"But he's not here now," Jimin said.

"Oh yeah, but I turned it on because I hoped to release my longing for him," Jungkook said.

"2 years, I'm sure you'll get used to it," Jimin said.

"4 years," Jungkook said.

"What do you mean?" Jimin said.

"Bang Hyuk must have planned it, we will be apart for that long, when Jin Hyung comes back, I will enlist in the military," Jungkook said.

"Oh, that bastard! I also don't like his new rules, he deliberately keeps Taehyung busy and doesn't give us joint projects, I think he sees something happening between us and it's sick," Jimin said.

"And wait, where is Taehyung?" Jungkook said.

"I don't know, I still ignore him, it annoys me more than hearing the rumors about that woman," Jimin said.

"But he must miss you, ignoring him isn't the right thing, he didn't do anything wrong, right?" Jungkook said.

"I know, but—"

"Hyung, at least you can still show your closeness in public, look at me, how pathetic Jin Hyung and I are, I can't even look at him, we always sit side by side at every event, and every time he wins, I want to hug him, kiss him and let everyone know that he's mine, but I can't, I also know he wants to do the same thing," Jungkook said and cried in front of Jimin.

"This is the first time I've seen you like this, do you know? In two weeks they will hold a ceremony and some of the closest people can come there, do you want me to help you meet him?" Jimin said.