Specialists "when it all began"

Chapter twenty two | regret

꧁Evangeline꧂

It was had been five hours since the fight with Armando,he had been out since then.

It got late and still no sign of him,I tried to call him but he didn't pick up.

I just wanna know if he is okay,I know I really went too far but I was sad and mad about my father and I took it out on him.

I know that's not an excuse,he loves me,he care,he gave everything he dreamed of for me and this is how I return the favour.

I felt so disgust of myself,I'm not worthy of his love,I went to the bathroom to wash my face.
I have reached that point when you wanna cry but you can't,like you run out of tears.

I looked at myself in the mirror,face red hair ruined,I hate myself and I want Armando.

I heard the door of the room open,I ruched out to him.
Armando had a bruised cheek and blood running out of his nose,he pushed me aside and laied on the bed,ignoring my presence.

"Armando what happened?" I asked,moving his sweaty hair out of his face "nothing of your business Eva" that hurts,but I'm not gonna let this go.

If he is stubborn I'm more,he can yell i can yell too "I asked what's wrong Armando?" he opened his eyes "and I answered...nothing of your business" I took his face in my hand,examining his injuries.

The smell of alcohol filling the room,he pushed my hand away and turned his head,giving me his back.

"Two can play this game Armando" I went to the bathroom and filled a bucket with cold water,I went back to the room and poured it on him "WHAT THE FUCK EVA?" "You made me a Montoya for a reason after all" he got up,pushing my back against the wall.

"Yeah,but I never thought that a few words from your father will change your mind" I glared at him,clenching my teeth "you are acting all strong but deep down you are nothing people control you Eva—" a tear fell down my eye,this is not the Armando I know.

Armando will never talk to me this way,but as they say drunken words are sober thoughts after all "—I gave everything I was planning on for you...but now I knew that I made a mistake with marrying you.
I should've left you like you were. no family no friends,no one to care for you I made a mistake for loving you Eva" his words went straight to my heart.

I didn't want to make him regret everything he made for me,I didn't mean what I said to him but there's no doubt that he meant every word he had said.

I loved him but I couldn't even bring myself to say it.

He deserves more,he deserves better.

My vision got blur from the tears,I didn't know what to say to him "I-I'm s-sorry" that's what I managed to say.
Even if his words were true,mine were not.

The least I can do is apologise,his eyes softened for a moment "I'm going to spent the night at my parent's house" with that he left the room,leaving me sobbing with tears,mumbling I'm sorry again and again.
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The good thing about the institute,that no one's interfere in anyone's business.
Only if it's necessary or only if you asked them too,and that comes in my benefits because I don't like to talk about my problems to anyone,especially in this moment.