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Sandy (manager)
Hi Ariella, how's Anaheim? Please message me as so as possible
Or phone me please, that would be great.
Hi Sandy, it's good. Is everything okay?
Phone me it's urgent.
Irl
What the fuck is going on? I click on her profile and phone her.
I walk down the road a bit so it isn't so loud.
"Is everything okay?" I ask.
"Yeah but I really need you back in London as soon as possible" she sighs.
Are you kidding me.
"I've still got a couple of more days" I sigh.
"Yes I know Ariella! But I really need you back" she raises her voice slightly.
"Yes sorry" I nod "I'll see what I can do".
"Thank you" she says "goodbye".
She hangs up the phone before I can say anything.
"Bitch" I mutter under my breath.
I walk back into the club and Trevor is waiting for me.
I give him a smile.
"You okay?" He questions.
"Boss" I sigh.
"What's up?" He asks.
"I need to leave" I tell him.
I'm ruining his birthday.
"What?" His voice quietens.
***
Trevor isn't here right now he's out, I woke up and he wasn't here.
I know I've upset him, I'm going to upset him more when I go back to London and I really can't do that.
I'm packing my bags which doesn't take long because I've hardly been here.
Jamie is still here he said Trevor walked out the house and slammed the door. He told me that he'll be fine he does that when he's stressed he just goes for a drive then comes back a couple of hours later.
We get home from the club around one and Jamie goes straight to his room and so do me and Trevor.
He's been in a mood since I told him and I would understand why, I completely ruined his birthday. It probably would be better if I stayed in London and never came here.
"Trev please speak to me" I take his hand.
"Ariella I'm fine" he pushes my hand away "I'm just tired. Go to sleep".
"Can we just talk" I ask.
"Ariella we've both had drinks and it's late so just go to sleep" He sighs "we will talk in the morning".
"Okay" I nod.
I still haven't seen him since last night, I couldn't really sleep because all I was doing was thinking.
"When's the last time you see him?" I ask Jamie sitting down on the sofa.
"This morning" Jamie says "but he messaged me saying if I need anything from the store".
"Alright that's fine" I nod.
My plane is tonight and I really need to speak to him.
***
"Trev we need to speak" I tell him.
"What's up" he sighs.
"I'm sorry" I feel tears welling in my eyes.
"For what?" He questions.
"I feel like I just keep on disappointing you" I turn my face away.
He brings his hand to my face "you haven't" "and you aren't".
"I have, I have" I cry "all I done yesterday and the past year is disappoint you" "Trev you don't deserve that" I tell him.
"Just stop acting like this and will you please go to dinner with me" Trevor takes my hand.
"I can't" I shake my head "I just can't".
"So what?" He questions "is that it? We are over?" His voice breaks.
"Trev I can't do this" I cry.
"No Ariella" he shakes his head "It's fine just" he sighs "go".
"Can we just spe-".
He cuts me off "No Ariella if your wanting this then go! I don't care".
I glup and wipe my tears.
I pick my bag up and place it on my suitcase "sorry Trevor I really am".
He doesn't bother to look at me and walks into his bathroom.
I say goodbye to Jamie and leave to the airport.
