Lily's pov
Emptiness, I feel like I'm falling but I don't see anything. There's nothing above me and nothing below me or around me at all...Its just dark...Very...very dark. At least I don't feel pain anymore.
Of course you don't you are in a coma, don't tell me you're giving up everything now.
Who the hell are you?I was supposed to be your twin, but I didn't make it so my soul lives within you. I see what you don't, I feel what you hide from everyone. Now...dearest sister you may call me Rina for that's what mother would have called me. I will show you what is happening in the room that you are in right now.
In a oval like shape I see Zexion beside my body as he has a bandage over his right arm. What happened with Zexy?
He gave blood for your sake, he read that note and he bolted to our home. Brother told him that you weren't going to make it and he chose to give you some of his own blood to help you heal. Mother and the four men are arrested, dad is currently falling apart in the waiting room.
This can't be right...Zexion shouldn't care this much for meYou still think that you aren't that important to him? Dearest Lily...you are far from the truth. Let me make it so you can hear him speak.
"Lily...Please wake, I know you're still there some-where." Zexion said sadly. "I-I'm sorry...I'm sorry I pushed you away. I'm sorry that I even considered that you didn't feel at least a little sympathetic for me. I'm sorry for so much more...I just need to see you open your eyes again. I need to know that I'm not alone....I..I don't want you to leave me."
He then broke down crying as he held my hand tightly. "I love you. Please...Please wake up."
I frowned and I actually felt something....I knew that feeling too well I want to go back, I want to be with Zexy, I want to be in his embrace again.
Run towards the light, run towards it with all of your might and don't look back or death will take you without mercy.So I did, I ran, I ran so much I could feel my heart hurting from how much I ran, when I got to the light I heard the machines and Zexion crying. I looked to him by shifting my head and I held his hand back tightly which made him shoot his head up to see me smiling at him. I was happy to see him for some reason, I knew he had hurt me but I..I couldn't do anything about it, he did need his time. I just hoped he learned not to push me away now.
"Lily?!" He said hopefully
I nodded my head slowly, he pulled me up and hugged me, embracing me in his arms....This is what I wanted. This is what I needed to keep on going. The feeling of his arms around me, the feeling that I was going to be safe with him. I looked up at him with a sad smile.
"I'm s-" I started to say before he kissed me on the lips.
"Don't you even start apologizing, I know you wouldn't have done it if I didn't push you away. I will admit that I was afraid of what would happen if lost you too...but knowing that I almost did tonight scared the shit out of me. I love you too damn fucking much to let you out of my sight." Zexion said seriously
I looked to him slightly shocked. "W-When did you become Mr. Mature?"
"When I saw you lying there...Almost lifeless because of a choice you did because I was an asshole and pushed you away when I should have pulled you closer to me." Zexion said sadly "I don't ever want to see you like that again...Its not a pretty sight to see the one you love the most lying almost lifeless with only hours to live if something wasn't done about it."
I then looked to his arm sadly and he tried to hide it so I swatted his arm away from it and I pulled him closer to me burring my head against his chest. "Thank you, I know that had to hurt like a bitch."
"I'll take that pain any day to save you Lily." He said as he wrapped his arms around my waist
I nodded my head as I closed my eyes enjoying the feeling of his arms around me until a nurse came in to check on me. I was told then that I had to stay over night to see if I was truly alright and Zexion stayed with me. Instead of sleeping in the chair he lied beside me wrapping his arms around me tightly before the two of us fell asleep.
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Here We Go again |Zexion Love story| Modern au
FanfictionZexion has always had problems with showing his emotions, but can he make it so he at least shows it around his best friend who he has a crush on?