Lovin So Hard (Becstin) #Wattys2015

~16

Becky
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I felt like everything stopped. Austin stared at me. He really didn't care.

"What do you want?" He said in a cold tone. I turned around right away and quickly went back to my house.

I walked around to the back and stepped in the house. I took off my shoes and literally ran up to my room. I slammed the room door shut and let out a frustrated scream. Tears threatened to spill. I let them fall one by one. I threw my shoes in the corner. I grabbed my towel and went to my bathroom. I took my phone out of my pocket. Thank god for my phone case. It's waterproof so my phone didn't break. I placed it on the counter stripped out of my clothes and jewelry and hopped in the shower.

When I finished showering I stepped out into the very foggy bathroom. I searched around for my towel. When I felt it I wrapped it around my skin.

I walked out to the bathroom and went to my room. I took another towel and tied my hair up with it. I then lotioned my body. When I finished I put on panties. I put in a bra and then a grey sports bra on over it. I grabbed some of my oversized grey sweats and slipped it on with a big red flannel unbuttoned. I then untied my wet hair and brushed it out.

I walked downstairs and went to my kitchen. I got the ice cream out and opened it. I grabbed a spoon and went to the living room turned on the tv plopped on the couch and ate ice cream while watching tv.

Austin is clearly over me. It's pretty obvious. I need to get over him. I sighed and looked at the clock. I groaned. I have school tomorrow. I got up and put everything away. I turned off the tv and went up to my room. I then hopped on my bed and closed my eyes.

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I groaned as I heard my alarm on my phone go off. I got up and sluggishly walked to my bathroom. I brushed my teeth and then hopped in the shower.

When I got out I got dressed. Since it was rainy outside I decided not to really get dressed up. I put on my bra and panties. I then put on black leggings and a sweatshirt from pink on. I threw my hair into a messy bun out on socks and slipped on my rain boots. I didn't put on any makeup or jewelry. I grabbed my car keys and walked out of my room. I walked downstairs grabbed the umbrella and walked outside. I popped open my umbrella and walk to my car. I got in and quickly drove to school.

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I was exhausted. I had classes all day back to back. It's now 9:30 and I'm walking to my car in the dark. Oh did I mention that it's still raining. When I finally reached in my car I quickly drove home.

I put my car in park and quickly ran into my house. I put my umbrella in the corner and took off my boots.

"Finally Becky you're home." Darcy said while walking towards me. "Yea I'm exhausted. I've had classes all day back to back." I said. She chuckled. I rolled my eyes. "What's up B." I turned around and saw the boys all of them standing in the doorway. I smiled. "Hey guys. I'm gonna get changed and I'll be down in a few." I said quickly before running up to my room to change.

I changed into a sports bra,sweats, and a oversized flannel unbuttoned. I'm comfortable with the guys so I'm not really shy with them. I walked downstairs and bumped into yours truly. Austin.

"Oh sorry." I mumbled. He just stared at me. I suddenly felt very uncomfortable. I walked past him quickly and went into the living room where everyone was. I sat on the couch next Zach. He smiled. I smiled back.

"Ok what's up?" I asked. "Well tomorrow night we want to go to the club." Alex said. I smiled. "That'll be fun my last class is at 5 o'clock and I don't have any classes till 3." I said. Darcy jumped up in excitement. She also squealed. I winced. "Darcy you have a very high pitch squeal please stop before I lose my hearing." She flipped me off and sat down with Alex. I chuckled. I turned my head to the side and saw Austin staring at me. I I shifted uncomfortably and got up.

I walked to the kitchen. I went in the fridge and grabbed a can of soda. As I was closing the fridge I was pushed up against it. I gasped and dropped the can, but Austin caught it. He looked at me dead in the eye. His eyes were cold and hard. They were also filled with hatred. I looked away. Trying to avoid his piercing glare.

"Austin please." I whispered. I don't even think he heard me. His eyes softened and he let me go. I then quickly scurried away.

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I slouched in my seat of my last class. A boy walked in and sat next to me. He looked at me and smiled. I smiled back. Our professor walked in. I sat back in my seat to prepare for this long lecture.

After the lecture was done I left class. Now it's time to go home and get ready to go clubbing. As I was walking to my car I heard someone call my name.

"Hey Becky!" I turned around and saw the boy from class running towards me. The boy was cute but not like Austin. I shook my head to get rid of those thoughts. "Um you left your phone." He said while handing me my iPhone. My eyes widened. "Thanks so much I isn't even realize I forgot it." He smiled. "Um are you free tonight?" He asked. Oh boy. "No actually I'm going clubbing with some friends." He nodded. I smiled and walked away. Well that was awkward.

When I got home, I went straight to my room to get ready.

When I finished showering I went straight to getting ready. I put on my panties and an off white bustier top. I then put on a black high waisted skirt. I then did my makeup. I put on some socks and them my black chunky heel boots. I put on my jewelry and stuffed my phone in my purse. I then walked out of my room and downstairs.

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I sat on a chair as I watched Austin make out with some slut. I can't take this shit anymore. I got up and then stormed off making my presence disappear known. I walked into the bathroom and took a breath. I walked towards the mirror and fixed my hair. I walked towards the door and pushed it open. Then I was pushed back in and up against the wall with a pair of lips on mine.