Lovin So Hard (Becstin) #Wattys2015

~7

Austin and I pulled away. We were both breathing heavily. He just stared at me. Then he walked away, leaving me confused and hurt. Tears pricked my eyes as I saw him get in his car and drove off. To say I was upset was an understand meant. I was beyond angry and I was sad.

I left the party and walked home.

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When I got home I changed took off my makeup and went to sleep.
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When I woke up, the house was silent. I got up and checked he rooms and downstairs. I went in the kitchen and saw a note saying that Darcy was at Alex's house. She probably stayed over last night considering its 7 in the morning.

I went back up to my room. I plopped myself on my bed. I grabbed the tv remote and turned it on. I put it to MTV, ridiculousness was showing. I sat back and watched it trying to get my mind off the events that took place last night, but it didn't work. My mind kept drifting there. I can't believe we kissed and I liked it, but then he left. No he's gonna be a jerk again. Tears pricked my eyes.

"No." I mumbled to myself. I wiped them away. I can't cry over that bastard. My phone beeped. I looked at it.

Darcy-"Come over to Alex we are going out to eat."

I got up and grabbed my towel. I went to my bathroom and showered. When I finished I wrapped my towel around my body and brushed my teeth.

When I finished I went back to my room to get dress. I put on my panties and then my greyish bralet. I then put on ripped high waisted jeans. I walked out my vanity and grabbed my brush. I brushed out my hair and put on a black and white Jordan beanie. I then put on hoop earrings a Mickey Mouse necklace and a sliver bracelet. I put on socks and then my black Tim's. I turned off my tv. I then grabbed my phone. I walked out and went downstairs and out the house.

I walked next door. I knocked on the door. The door opened and guess who was standing there. Austin fucking Mahone. He just looked at me with a blank expression. "Are you gonna let me in?" His blank face turned into a glare. I pushed my way passed him and walked in.

"Hey Becky." I heard Robert say. I waved and smiled. "Ok is everybody ready?" Alex asked. We all said yes. We walked outside. We got into the car. I was sat next to Austin. I felt his hand touch my thigh. I stiffened. I glared at him, but when he looked at me his eyes had longing in them. I turned away from him and quickly moved his hand off of me.

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After breakfast we went back to the house and chilled inside. It was raining outside. We were currently watching a scary movie. I got up to go to the bathroom. I walked by to the bathroom. I was then pushed into the bathroom. Then a pair of lips were on mine. I pushed the person away and gasped. It was Austin. He pushed me against the bathroom door and locked it. He then cupped my face. "Please." He whispered. He then pressed his lips to mine softly. Which was surprising. Another thing that surprised me was that I kissed back.

I wrapped my arms around his neck while his snaked around my waist. He pulled me closer to him so that we were pressed up against each other. We both pulled away breathing heavily.

"I'm sorry for last night." He whispered. I stared at him. We were both looking into each other eyes. "I want you Becky. I've denying it for a while but I can't anymore. When I kissed you last night I knew that I had to admit my feelings for you. Becky I like you a lot. And I would really like if we could go on a date." He said. I swear my heart stopped. He likes me. He stared at me waiting for an answer. I kissed him again. I pulled away. "Yes." I said. He smiled and then kissed me again. We kissed for another five minutes before we heard whispering coming from outside. We pulled away and looked at each other. He opened the door and the entire gang tumbled to the floor. I giggled a little bit. Austin out his arm around my waist.

"Are you guys a thing now?" Zach asked. I nodded. "Yes!" They all said. I rolled my eyes and laughed with Austin.

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That same night Austin and I went on our date. We were currently at the carnival. I watched as Austin played the test your strength test. He walked over to me.

"Kiss for good luck?" He asked with a smirk. I smiled and pecked his lips. He smiled and walked back. He slammed the hammer thing down and made it to the top. I smiled as he gave me the giant bear. I smiled. We kissed again.

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After Austin and I's date he dropped me home. Tomorrow was my first day of school. Well college of course. My first class was at 10:30. Austin was gonna take me out for breakfast and then drop me off. I smiled at the fact that he's so caring. I took off all my clothes makeup and jewelry and changed into a tank top and some sleep shorts. I turned off my lap and crawled into bed. I closed my eyes and fell asleep.

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