Lovin So Hard (Becstin) #Wattys2015

~17

Becky
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I wanted to push him off but my body said otherwise. I kissed Austin back.

No stop kissing him. He'll then think he has control over you.

I want to but I can't.

Yes you can.

Austin then started kissing my neck. I moaned. I felt him smirk on my neck and then he started kissing back. My minds right. He is using me. I pushed Austin off of me and slapped him. He looked at me with anger and pure hatred.

"Why are you doing this?!" I yelled. "First you cheat on me. Then you treat me like shit and now your kissing me in a bathroom!" He was about to say something but I count him off. "I can't take this anymore Austin! I really-" he then caught me off but shoving me to the wall and kissing me again. I kneed him in the balls and stormed out. I groaned. I stormed out of the club and began walking around.

How can he think he can just hurt me then kiss me like I'm his.

"Because you are mine." I heard his voice say. I jumped and turned around staring into the eyes of that son of a bitch. I scoffed. "I'm not yours. I'm not something that you can just claim." I snapped, he then shoved me to the walk and started kissing my neck. He started biting and sucking causing me to moan in pleasure. He pulled away and smirked. "I just did." I glared and slapped him. He looked at me and slammed me into the wall. I winced. Tears fell from my eyes. He then slammed his lips on mine. I kissed back. His hands roamed my body. He then started kissing my neck. I moaned in pleasure. After a while of that make out session I regained my senses and pushed Austin away and slapped him again.

My body was screaming at me telling me to let him continue but my mind was saying no.

Austin then pinned my hands above my head. Austin's face softened and he leaned in slowly to kiss me. I met him half way and kissed him passionately. He then picked me up we were still kissing I had know idea what was happening to me it's like I'm body just took over.

Soon Austin and I were in his car me on his lap while he was driving. One hand was on the wheel while the other was roaming freely all over my body did I also mention that he was kissing me while driving. I don't know how we didn't crash.

Austin then picked me up again and then went to the door of his house. He pressed his lips against my mine as he fiddled with the keys. I wrapped my legs around his waist. He pressed him self to my body opening the door.

You need to stop this!

No you know you want this! My mind screamed at me. Oh now my mind fricking wants this. I mentally groaned.

Austin walked upstairs with me stills kissing me leading me to his room. Once we entered his room he threw me to his bed and kicked the door shut. He also locked it. Then he got me and kissed me all over my neck and jaw line. While Austin kissed all over my neck he took off my heels. He then brought his lips back up to mine. I kissed back passionately while take his white shirt off. He pulled away to take the shirt off but then kissed me back as soon as it was off. My roamed all over his very toned chest. I then brought them up to his hair.

Next thing you know mine and Austin's clothes were off and then everything was just a blur from there.

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I woke and noticed I wasn't at my house. I also noticed that this wasn't my room. I felt an arm draped around my bare waist and it had a tight grip. I turned my head slightly and saw Austin. His eyes fluttered open. We both screamed jumped apart. I grabbed some of the sheet to cover my body while he did the same.

"Oh my god." I mumbled.

I saw my clothes thrown across the room. I then noticed that Austin got up and had some some Calvin Klein underwear on. It was the boxer type ones to be exact. He sat on his desk chair while I was on the bed wrapped with the sheets around me. I can't believe I had sex with Austin. I lost my virginity to Austin. I'm surprised I'm so calm.

Well of course your calm. You enjoyed it.

I sighed knowing that my mind was right. I did enjoy it. I needed to leave.

"Um I'm gonna get dressed." I wrapped the sheet around me securely and got up getting my clothes. As I was picked up my skirt I felt Austin snake his arms around my waist. I gasped light,y and tensed but then relaxed. He pulled me closer to him. I laid my head back on his chest. We walked towards his full body mirror and just stood in front of it. He looked at me through the mirror. Then all of a sudden spun me around and kissed me. I kissed back immediately. After a while we both pulled away. He pressed his forehead against mine.

"I'm so sorry." He mumbled. I nodded slightly. He looked at me with sad eyes. "Becky I'm so sorry. Please forgive me. I need you in my life. I'm lost with out you." He pleaded. "Please." He said before I cut him off by kissing him. I then pulled away. He stared at me. "I love you." I said. He smiled. "I love you to."