Ivory and Steel

FREEDOM?

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~now listening to The Archer by Taylor Swift~

FREEDOM?

That asshole just locked her in a room, AGAIN

“I swear to god I’m going to kill that motherfucker”

She curses loudly under her breath quickly violently kicking a piece of metal scrap all the way across the room- it hit true, hitting the window and it shatters

A loud gasp leaves her lips and her hand instantly clamps over her mouth, her eyes wide as she starts panicking

Then she realizes…. Her shaky hand falls from her mouth and hangs back down at her side, her face softening-

“My way out.” 

Should she? Should she risk it and try to escape? Where would she even go? She has no family here, no friends, no nothing. If she escaped to even the outside world she wouldn’t even know where to go…

“There is nowhere for me to go other than stay here.” Genesis frowns, disappointment and loneliness eating at her all at once

“Your aaallllll alone now, Genny.” Her subconsciousness taunts her making her winch

“No I’m not…” But she was and she knew that she was

“This is your chance, make a decision for once damn it!” She kicks another piece of metal scrap across the room, it clanks against the wall and clatters to the floor

A frustrated, strangled cry leaving her lips as things start to over boil for Genesis 

Heavy, shaky breaths leave her lips as she attempts to shove down a mental breakdown

“Your okay, your fine, your fine, just breath, just breath, Genesis.” She holds back tears, a hand clutching her chest feeling her heart that feels like it’s about to explode out of her chest

She was stronger than this, she knew she was, she was also wiser than she will ever probably understand to

She just needed to calm down and think logically

Without logic

She’s gonna be stupid and get herself killed

She needed to clear her head

But how?

What could she do right now to help calm herself down and get herself level headed?

She stops for a second, an idea coming to mind and she looks towards Karl’s bathroom

“Well if he has hot water then a hot bath always helps me calm down and think. It’s also a good place to break down for a moment, I feel like I need it.” She thinks to herself, and something told her he wouldn’t be back for a long while so she might as well

If he gets mad at her for using his bathroom, he gets mad

She could deal with that consequence later