A spy's weakness

Blutende blumen

Bleeding Flowers]

Tw: angsty, small bit of blood, hints of gay ;)

https://youtu.be/ePEbPuGF8tk

-Next afternoon 

-none's pov 

I sat on the couch, thinking about the endless suffering this infinite hell was. My nation was stuck in a situation beyond my own control, I'd have to wait for this to play out, then rebuild it, and it's reputation. I just had to play my cards right, and it would be okay. Even if my citizens may suffer for a while, I will make sure we redeem ourselves.

I looked at the cat next to me, petting her gently. She was calm, but even looking at any living being made me feel a resentment, I do not have a reason for this, I didn't like it either. Oh? A flower? Hate it. A wonderful tree? It's stupid and I could care less. I looked away from the cat, gently petting her, looking away made me feel less anger. Other times, I would look at a random object and feel saddened. It would often be something as simple as a blanket or piece of clothing. The air in rooms always felt cold when these feelings occured, and often I swear I can see my own breath, A gives me a look of confusion, especially when it happens in the same room together, claiming the room feels normal. 

I would also sometimes see things in the corner of my vision, that makes sense though, I have terrible vision. The cat acted differently at times too, she often played with a random spot in the air, chasing it around and then playing with it again; but other times, she will hiss, growl, and lunge at the air, at seemingly nothing.

I scratched out everything my mind thought of. Reality is reality and nothing else. I shouldn't be overthinking anything, not with everything going on. I had to watch for anything else that could harm my people, I shouldn't be concerned with a cat playing with air. I sighed before snapping out of my thoughts, focusing on the cat, who was purring as I pet her.

I jumped slightly as the door opened, the sudden noise had caught me off guard, the cat looked at the door, she hopped up and left the couch, walking in circles around the person who'd entered the house, A. I gave a warm smile.

"Hallo,"

"Hello"

He moved out of the way of the cat as he held a giant box, moving it to the counter

"Was Ist das?"

"Oh, this? The states, finally got them back from S2!" 

"Uh.. what are they?"

"States? I dunno I've had them since forever they just kinda appeared one day. They're adorable but such an annoyance."

His Americaball sat on his shoulder, looking at the box a bit confused, it rolled onto the counter and peaked into the box. It then looked at the box, then at A, then at the box again and let out a confused trilling noise.