It's 9 pm and I'm all over the place. I'm in my head as usual. Stressing over things that are out of my control. I have so many good days. Then one bad day makes them all not even mean anything. It's so funny because as I type it out on this note it all seems so stupid. I'm just anxious. I'm ready to go home and see my people. You know when you leave for some peace but you miss the small peace you had back home. That's where I'm at. I've been on the road with my love. We have been having so much fun. This is one of the biggest transitions I've made in my life. I've always been stuck doing for others and working. I haven't had to work since March and it's been so weird to just be out doing what I want to. Not having to worry about much. So when I do it's just a spiral of why? I miss the basics of my regular life but I love the adventure more. The fact that I have been in transition just has been a roller coaster. I enjoy myself but think of home. It's 9:10 p.m. I'm alive and well. I have to learn to feel all my emotions for what they are but not to let the emotions overcome what are. Changes are hard but they are the best things for us. Be well Mae you are doing just fine. It's 9:14 p.m. And I feel more at peace already. 🦋✨💕
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