A KISS Of CONFIRMATION∆

CHAPTER 20🧡💜

           *THE PERFECT FRIEND*
[A/N: attempted suicide scene below, read at your own risk.]

I heard footsteps running after me, I sped up opening the door to the top most  uncompleted floor of my class block. I walked straight to the edge of the wall still crying. Why why was he hurting me? All I wanted was to find someone and be happy, just someone I could be with so I would not always be a bother to my brother and bestfriend.

I clenched my eyes shut placing my feets on the edge. This was it, this was the end of my cursed life. I was finally going to join my grandma. The heavy wind blew towards my direction pushing me further into my decision. The weather was great, great for suicide, great to end my suffering.

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3.. steps and a drop of rain.

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6...... steps and I felt my body being pulled towards the ground as the rain started with droplets hitting my skin. My eyes were still closed as the rain mixed with my tears.

  'Its for the better Madison.' I assured myself . I opened my eyes in panic when I felt a strong arm wrap around me pulling me towards a masculine but soft body. What was he doing!

  "Ji-jimin??" Was all I could say before we crushed onto the ground with him shielding me.

  "Are you alright? Are you in pain?" I heard Jimin ask in-between the loud piercing ringing noice in my ears .

  "Ji-jimin?? Why, why did you do this." I asked already hating my self for putting someone else in danger. He was badly hurt with blood dripping from his head , a slit on his cheek and lip. He ignored the pain with a much emotionless expression as he helped my to my feet whiles staring at me.

  "Ou-ouch! " I whisper shouted squatting to touch my left leg.

  "You're bleeding, let's get you home." He spoke catching by surprise when he carried me in a bridal style.

  "B-but "

  "No buts , Madison." And we left the school building ignoring all the glares and stares from the students who gathered around.

A week later
   "Dare" I stared at Baekhyun waiting for him to order me around. The whole class had to stay behind to complete a survey for the thesis statement offered by Prof Gon. Some students decided to play 'spin the bottle ' after we finished our assignment and I was one of them.

  "Mmm... I dare you to sit on Jimin for the rest of the game ." My eyes averted to jimin as I stared at him with widened eyes.

  "Ji-jimin?? Really??" Don't get me wrong, Jimin is hot and extremely nice , he saved me after all... but I couldn't bring myself to do this. Not when I was just getting to know him ,not when Taehyung sat right across us.

  "Don't do it if you're uncomfortable,Madi." Jimin tried to intervene on my behalf but Jackson and the others didn't give in .

  "Jimin, a dare is a dare." Namjoon replied. I rose to my feet walking to Jimin who was two seats away from me then sat on his laps.

  "Ar-are you okay??" Jimin asked shifting his body whiles trying as best to not touch me.

  "Yeah, let's continue."

Mina had to complete a dare, Wooyoung did choose Truth the whole time and I ? I was starting to feel comfortable. Jimin's head laid on my shoulder as he focused on the game and I couldn't help but smile.

2HRS LATERS

  "Ohh, I'm so whipped. Can we call it a night?" I yawned carrying myself off Jimin half drunk. He chuckled and held my waist for support. Both Mia and Baekhyun decided to accompany Chelly home since she was overly drunk and blabbing nonsense. Wooyoung and Namjoon joined the others to visit another bar in Jeju. Leaving Jimin, myself , Taehyung, his twin best friends and the Cheerleaders.

  "Sure, I'd drop you home." Jimin volunteered and I accepted. Whiles leaving I managed to catch a glimpse of Taehyung looking rather bored talking to Helly .

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The car's engine suddenly turned off, I was home. I yawned as Jimin helped me Open the door to my room.

  "Thanks Jimin, you did great." I smiled reaching to pat his shoulders but he drew me closer.

  "You did great too. Sorry I left you feeling uncomfortable." His fingers slowly caressed my cheeks and it tickled. I squealed pulling away from him.

  "Mm, good night and text me when you get home." I added and he nodded closing my door . I moved to the window feeling sad watching him leave.

I walked into the bathroom stripping off my clothes, a groan escape from my mouth when the cold water made contact with my skin. I was beginning to feel better and sober after a long day, the weekend had already began.

It was already 2 in the morning but I still couldn't sleep. Jimin did not text me as promised and that left me worried and hurt. I took a sip from the bowl of hungover soup praying he remembers.

  "H-hello." I panicked when I answered the phone.

  "Hi, I'm home now. Sorry for waking you up." I heard his sweet voice from the other side of the phone, it felt like he was right beside me.

  "Ah Jimin, it's alright. Glad you remembered." He chuckled before replying

  "Ofcourse I wasn't going to forget. I don't want you to worry. Are you in bed?"

  "Nerh, can't sleep so I'm stuffing myself." I replied filling my mouth with a piece of bread.

  "Insomnia? Wanna have some company?" I smiled slightly nodding my head.

  "Yeah, wanna come over? It's alright if you don't wan-"

"Oh quit that, I'm leaving home now." He chipped in ending the call. I hurriedly took the plates to the sink, washed them and tried a little clean up .

The door bell rang and I checked the time before rushing to open the door.2:30am.

  "Hey, wasn't it supposed to take you an hour to get here?" I questioned sounding surprised and he palmed the back of his head shyly.

  "It's a secret." He responded handling me a gift bag. I made a mental note to ask about that some other day. We walked to the living room crushing on the couch together as I opened the bag.

  "Ohh- ohh Jimin, a snowflake crystal? komawo ."

  "Haha, it's nothing ... it's now your hope." He replied smiling. We started watching jujutsu kaisen, then burn your haunted house down and topped it off with Diabolik lovers. Jimin fell asleep immediately the last episode of Diabolik lovers ended and I laid him properly on the couch leaving a blanket on him before heading to bed also.

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~Moi 🧡