You Drown Me (BEN Drowned x Reader)

Chapter 12

I woke up and threw a long yawn. What a morning. I looked through the window and noticed that the sun wasn't up yet. Great. I gave another yawn and propped myself with my elbow, very sleepy.

I decided to stand up and open my door, heading to the kitchen. I was wearing socks, so I could't wake up BEN. Both me and BEN aren't morning people, so it was difficult to stand up from my bed and open my door. I also noticed that the microwave had a clock, so I could easily see what time it was.

I went down the stairs and saw the familiar kitchen in my sight. I sighed, extremely tired. I gave short steps toward the kitchen, slowly making it to the archway of the kitchen. When I arrived, I turned my head to the modern microwave and saw what the clock told me.

3:14

I widened my [eye/color] orbs. How could I have woken up that early? I once again looked out the big window, just to see the forest and the dark blue sky. It must be night still. I reached my hand to my face. Way to go, [Name]. I sighed, still tired.

I've always had a problem if I wake up too soon, but I've never woken up that early. If I wake up, I can't go back to sleep until it's night again. I'm guessing I have some kind of insomnia. And I really hate it. I looked at the window's reflection, watching the sleepless circles forming at the bottom of my [eye/color] eyes. My [hair/length] [hair/color] hair is a mess too.

I sighed and left the kitchen, racing up the stairs. I was heading to the bathroom so I could wash my teeth. I don't usually wash my teeth unless I'm done eating my breakfast, but today my breath smelled horrible. It was gross, so I had to wash them.

I entered the bathroom and grabbed one of the normal, [fav/color] toothbrush instead of the electric one and cleaned it. After I cleaned it, I put some of the toothpaste on the [fav/color] toothbrush, quickly closing the spaces between the tooth brush and my open mouth.

I started washing my teeth while looking at the mirror, looking at my reflection. When I finished, I poured water of my mouth and started moving it throughout my mouth. I spit the water out of my mouth onto the sink when I finished. I wiped my mouth with a white, soft towel and started to clean my new [fav/color] toothbrush.

I walked out of the bathroom and slowly headed to my room, wanting to write a secret I've been holding on my new, green diary. I smiled, I wonder if he actually feels the same way I do. I really never wanted to admit it, but I have to sooner or later.

I like BEN. I like BEN more than just friends.

I quietly sighed, I hope he does feel the same way as I do. Probably not. He was just joking; he jokes a lot. A wave of sadness hit me like a brick. I wish we could be more than just friends. I wish I would never leave his side. He needs me. He needs a friend. I need a friend too.

There. I said it. Or in my mind at least. I love him. He's an amazing boy. He's cute, he's smart, he's got good looks and he's really nice around me. The perfect boy for me, [Name] [last/name]. I just wish he felt the same way.

When I entered my room, I saw the green book sitting on the small, wooden wardrobe. I ran to the wardrobe and quickly opened my book, searching for the page I have left on. I finished looking when I saw a blank page after the last one I have written. I grabbed my [fav/color] mechanical pencil and started writing.

"Dear Diary,

Today I realized something. I fell for BEN. My best friend I've ever had in my whole life. He's there for me if something goes bad; but I wish we could be more than friends. I fell for my best friend. Unbelieveable. I've never had a friend that I love so much like BEN.

By the way, today I slept less than eight hours. I don't know why, but I woke up at 3:14 am today. I wish I could know why. Anyways, nothing interesting has happened today. Probably because I woke up at 3 am. I guess I'll write after something weird happens in this weird house."