I Tried

iii

I woke up on a mattress that made me feel like I was on a cloud but that sweet feeling was short lived when I remembered the last things that happened before I was out cold for god knows how long. I sat up quickly only to be met with a huge headache.

I looked around in terror at the room I had so many memories in. It hasn't changed one bit down to the books on the book shelves. I slowly stood up from the bed and I couldn't help but feel uneasy knowing he had changed me into the skimpy night dress.

I walked around before walking into the closet.

There were beautiful dresses and other outfits all in my size along with shoes and I think the cabinets were new types of the makeup I used to use. I just wondered how long he'd known where I was and how long he had been planning this.

I froze hearing a door open and close. I didn't wanna move as my back was facing the door to the room. Slowly the foot steps started getting closer and closer to me but they stopped abruptly. I had been spotted and slowly they started up again.

Slowly I started to feel warm body getting closer and closer to me but I couldn't move I just couldn't. I felt him bend so he could put his face into my neck and took a deep breath. "It's wonderful to see you like this again."

I couldn't bring myself to say or do anything so I just stood there and did nothing. He pulled his head away only to put his hands on my waist right after and roughly push me down onto the counter in front of me.

I winced knowing what was coming as I had no underwear under the nightgown. "What's his name, Veronica?" He asked with such a powerful and dark tone. I took a deep breath before I finally spoke "James, but I call him Jamie."

Out of nowhere I felt a sharp sting on my ass. I tried not to cry out as I clenched my eyes closed. "How old is he?" He continued to question me "3 months." Another sharp smack. "You kept him from me for so long." He whispered leaning down against me.

"You know I looked for you for so long so when I found out I had a son I was shocked. I let Bianca convince me you had cheated on me." I tried not to scoff hearing the awful woman's name. She had been the cause of so many undeserved punishments.

"But when I saw a picture I just knew you hadn't. I should have known that you'd never let another man touch you." I fought a gasp feeling his hand slowly creep up my leg to my lower region.

"But you ran away from me. You would've rather raised him on your own working that fucking waitress job instead of living like a queen by my side." He said getting angrier and angrier. "Why amore mio?" He questioned.

This time I didn't answer I just sat there in silence but I gasped feeling a harsh slap to my pussy. "Why!" He screamed down at me. "I was afraid." I didn't elaborate because I knew that if I went into detail there was no going back with Antonio.

"You were always such a scared little girl. But that's why you need me. To take care of you and make the big decisions in your life." He seemed to calm down but he continued to move his hand up between my thighs.

I flinched feeling him finally reach it and softly rub my sensitive lips. "You've not let anyone touch you since you've been on your little tantrum?" He mocked and questioned with a soft chuckled.

And I shook my head "No I would never do that to you." He mumbled in response. "You are still my wife after all. And you have my son, he looks quite a bit like me. What if I put a little girl inside of you and she looked just like you, huh?"

I squeezed my eyes shut to fight off some stray tears. "Oh come on Veronica, another heir it would be so perfect. It would be perfect for business. Plus it would give you something to do since you won't be going back to work." I tried to stand up to ask why but was quickly pushed.

He shoved me back done much harsher than before. "You didn't think I would let you keep working after you became the mother of my children did you? You were lucky I even let you go to school in the first place." He chuckled that evil ignorant laugh.

I heard a quiet zipper which frightened me and I tried to push away but he was to strong for me. "I know you'll be tight because it's  been so long but that's exactly why I need you. You made me wait so long but don't worry I won't go too hard."

He lifted my dress up and slowly rubbed my lips and I couldn't help but miss the way he used to make me feel at the start of our relationship. Out of nowhere he shoved himself inside of me and I cried out in pain.

"It'll feel good just give it a little bit topo." He continued to slowly push in and out of me. All I did was cry silently until he finished himself off. And when he pulled out my legs gave out and I fell to the ground and he chuckled.

"Oh come on, it's time to see what you think of our sons nursery." He said as he grabbed my arm and dragged me out of the closet. He abruptly stopped before looking down at me since he was more than a foot taller than me and 6'4 and I was 5'2.

"You should change. I don't need my men staring at you like this. These nightgowns are just for me." And he pushed me toward the closet once again. The hard part about Antonio is that he does not understand the concept of casual at home.

So all the outfits and dresses in the closet are insanely fancy. I tried my hardest to stand on my own and he yelled in "I have to take a call but pick a nice dress." I rolled my eyes as I slowly limped over to the dresses.

Every outfit that he had picked out was much more appropriate for a mother to wear. Some of the things in the past were just awful but I had no say in the matter so I was grateful for the change in style.

I put on a pair of heels because I knew he would be mad at me for not putting a full outfit together even though I could barely limp out of the closet. When I finally did I saw him typing on his phone sitting on the bed.

When he heard me he looked and smiled seeing me which turned into a dark smirk seeing me limp towards him. He walked to me slowly before wrapping his hand into my hair. "Oh how I've missed my beautiful wife."