I Tried

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Surprisingly Antonio had been called out for work so I had a peaceful day with Jamie and Maria. She ate dinner with me so I could feed my son and had time with him.

And when we were finished we went to the nursery to give him time to play around before bed. He giggled as Maria tried to pull her hair out of his grasp wincing in pain. "Jamie." I tried to scold but he turned to me with a huge grin on his face.

He finally let go and started crawling to me. I was sitting on the ground with my legs to the side as I watched him with a calm smile. "I think it's time for James to go to bed. Don't you?" My smiled dropped.

I knew what was coming for me. Maria nodded with a smile as she went to pick him up and get him ready for bed. I stood up in an attempt to help her. I don't think I would ever get used to the idea of someone else taking care of Jamie when I was able to.

"She can do it on her own. You're his mother not his nanny." I fought to not scoff or roll my eyes at the statement but after all that's what Antonio was raised on. "Come now, we had a deal." I was frozen in fear I had no idea what was going to happen to me but I knew it was going to be hell.

"Veronica, are you going to be a good girl?" I hated when he spoke to me like I was a child but I turned around and slowly nodded still not making eye contact. "Come here." He spoke frighteningly calm. And I did just that I walked up to him.

He pulled a black piece of fabric out of his pocket and motioned for me to turn around. I reluctantly listened and turned slowly. As soon as I did he wrapped it around my eyes as a blindfold.

He gently took my hand and led me through the door to the master bedroom. He led me to stand right in front of the hug bed as I felt the blankets on my knees. "I have 2 surprises for you. But you'll have to wait to see them."

As he said this I felt his hands moving up my back and to the zipper of my dress. He slowly pulled it down causing a chill to run down my spine. The dress fell off my shoulders and slipped off my body with ease.

I was left in my underwear and heels as he said "Step out of it." In between small kisses on my shoulder. Slowly I stepped out from the dress and my shoes. "I've been lenient with you today but not now. I'm going to make you regret leaving me."

I tried not to gasp as I felt my bra unclip and him slide it off of my arms. "Lay on your stomach." He spoke and I felt him walk away from me. In fear of facing more pain I reached for the bed and climbed onto what felt like the middle of it lying flat on my stomach.

As I heard him walking back towards me I also heard a small jingle and clink of metal. I knew what was coming and I was terrified. He had only used the metal part of the belt once and that was the reason for my hatred toward Bianca.

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"Come now Veronica, if you didn't want this then why let that man touch you." I had know clue why he was so mad and this just confused me even more. "Bianca may be jealous but shouldn't my wife keep her hands to herself even after a small fight."

What did Bianca have to do with this. I only knew that she had had some feelings for Antonio in the past but he told me not to worry about her. "I truly don't know what you talking abo- ahh!!" I screamed feeling a sharp pain right on my back.

"Now is not the time for lies amore mio." He spoke with a calm chill that would terrify anyone. I cried out even more from the painful sensation still ringing through my body. "My wife needs to be respectable. I thought this wasn't something I would have to worry about with you."

I cried out even more as another slash came to my backside. "But obviously my father and Bianca were right. You need more training and this is how he suggested helping you learn." Another hit as I continued sobbing into the pillows clenching my fists into the sheets.

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"Now as my wife you are accustomed to these lessons. It'll all be the same but you know the rules. If you lose count we start over but in a different position." I winced at the memory of that horrible night but was shook out of that memory feeling that awful smack to my spine.

"Count!" He screamed at me. "1" I whimpered out only for another lash to come down "2". I heard him groan out hearing my voice break "3!" My voice breaks shouting out as the pain became relentless.

Another 17 hits came and I counted out every one in fear of making him angrier "20." I whispered as I tried not to let out more cries. I heard the belt fall to the floor before he walked away from me and opening a drawer.

I cried out feeling him climb onto my back and he held something to my mouth. "Open up piccolo topo." He cooed as he brushed the hair away from my face. I reluctantly opened it only to feel a gag enter my mouth as he tied it behind my head.

"I'm going to turn you onto your back. It'll sting but you can handle it." He whispered before he kissed the top of my head and moved me so I was lying on my back and I hissed feeling my open cuts against the cold sheets. "Now for your first surprise."

I felt the blindfold being slipped off and instantly cringed at the site above me. I saw my tear stained red face and messy hair along with Antonio's bare back as he was on top of me. "Arms up." He said and I saw a pair of handcuffs in his hands.

I closed my eyes but did exactly what he wanted of me. He took my hands slowly raising them above my head as he handcuffed me to the bed frame. "I am going to take you so many times that you can't even sit up enough to hold that boy."

He got off of me just enough to get a grip of my panties as he started to pull them off of me. I instantly squeezed my legs together at the thought of what was to come "Ah ah no no no Veronica. I have every right to take what is mine."

He gripped my thought spreading them just enough before he began to rub his hardness up and down my slit. I gasped feeling him and tried to pull away from him but he had such a tight hold on me.

I gasped in pain feeling him push inside of me ruthlessly without any warning. "Oh piccolo topo." He groaned out as he continued and my own reflection mocked me. I hated how he made me feel. He was the only man I had ever been with and I had no control over what he did to my body.

"Watch what I do to you." He yanked my hair back causing me to look upwards. He continued pounding inside of me as he began to attack my neck. "Oh I love how wet you get for me amore mio." He whispered softly.

He kept going and going and I couldn't hold myself when I felt his hand slowly start to rub my clit. "Oh bambina we both know how I make you feel. Just moan out for me." And I groaned out into the gag that was cutting the edges of my lips.

His thrusts became sloppy as he continued and he gave one final thrust as he groaned out in pleasure. He soon pulled out and started to free my wrists from the tight cuffs "Lay on your stomach." Any hope I had was quickly washed away.

Without any say he flopped me onto my stomach and my head pushed into the pillow. "Do you remember that picture I took of you on our wedding night?" He asked randomly and I shook my head no.

"Alright I guess I'll have to show you. Look up amore mio." I tried to but I was so tired and had no power to do it. But that quickly went away as he pulled my head farther back and I gasped at the huge image in front of me.

It was a painting of me in white lingerie chained to this exact bed with a blindfold on. "One of my most prized possession second to you and James of course". He chuckled as my head dropped back down. "You have lots to make up for Veronica."

I gasped into the gag feeling him enter me once again. And I cried out feeling him dig his fingers into my hips. He chuckled seeing me in so much pain. He had never used me like this though I knew he always wanted to he just held off until he could take it out on someone else.

The only times he truly wanted me like this was when he was frustrated or when his father reminded him of his needed heir. I groaned pushing my face into the sheets. I hated how good he knew my body he had studied me for years before I allowed him to have me.

He knew where to push me to a point that it didn't matter what my mind said. My body always took control when he was near me. And he was even more motivated to have me. "I'm gonna give you another one amore mio. I promise you that."

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