Bunch of angst in here. Yeah.
"Then why do you blame yourself?" I asked, looking into his brown eyes.
He looked at me, unable to answer, but even though I couldn't read him, you could tell that he was trying to think of an answer as to why.
Wait...
I can't read him?!
I suddenly felt different.
Maybe my emotions are getting in the way, and I am tired, I oftentimes can't read people if I'm tired.
So I decided to brush it off and decided that if I couldn't read people later, then I would talk to someone about it.
He stood up and walked around a bit, still thinking.
"I don't know." He said, coming back over to me and leaning over a bit.
"Wesley, we had an argument, we were both entitled to the emotions that we both felt at the time. You were angry, and I was quite upset myself, knowing I wasn't the one who started it."
"Another reason why I felt bad, I shouldn't have said what I did, I'm sorry."
I smile, "Shut up, Wesley."
He gave me a light smile.
"Okay." he said, still kind of sad.
I raised my hand and put it on his cheek, caressing his cheek with my thumb.
"We'll work through this." I smiled sweetly.
"I don't deserve you." He thought.
Okay, I guess my emotions were in the way.
"Don't think that Wes, it's not healthy..." I said, ruffling up his hair.
He sighed.
He held my hand, "I'm sorry, but I really don't."
"Yes you do, you deserve someone who will always love you unconditionally, who isn't your mother." I smirked.
He smiled, looking at me with adoration.
"I love you, but I can't help but feel bad for what I said... but to be honest, that's what it feels like people want to say to me but they don't have the courage to." He said, and I saw the tear in his eye.
I gave his hand a little squeeze, as I sat up, swinging my legs over off the bed.
"I don't think you're supposed to be sitting up right now." He said putting his arms out, almost touching me.
I smiled, "What, are you going to force me to lay back down? My bones have all healed, haven't they? But I don't matter right now."
"What? You fell down a hole, you're the talk all over the ship." He said, motioning around.
I smiled at him again, "Wesley, you think that all of your hard work doesn't matter and it does, sometimes people don't see how hard you work, but I do. I see you, Wesley." I said, putting my hands on his face, basically making him make eye contact.
I pulled his face in and our foreheads touched, then I gave him a little peck on the lips.
I pulled my face away and I saw him smile.
"Thank you."
"You're welcome, Wesley."
I gave him a hug and he hugged me back tightly.
"Why are you sitting up?" I heard Doctor Crusher ask as she walked over with a tricorder.
I looked at her like a deer in headlights.
"You never said I couldn't sit up." I said as she grabbed the little scanner and scanned my body.
She looked at me, and realized that I was right.
I earned an exhausted smile from her, "Well, your body seems to be adjusting nicely to sitting up."
Wesley gave me a smile as he sat on the bed next to me.
I started swinging my legs.
"When do you think I'll be able to return to work?"
"Well, you were in a coma for two months, so I need to do extensive testing on you before I can confidently say that you are ready to work." She said, tapping on her tricorder.
"Wait, two months?"
She gave me a sad look, "I am so sorry that I didn't tell you, I guess I've been so busy today, but yes, you have been in a coma for two months." She said, and left.
I looked at Wesley, a sad look plastered on my face.
"That means I only have one month with you before you go to the Academy."
He wrapped his arm around me and smiled, "I have a gift for you, it's so you'll always have something to remember me by when I leave."
"What is it?" I asked.
"You'll have to meet me in Ten Forward if you want it."
I smiled, "Your mom may not let me leave so easy."
He pressed a kiss to my cheek, "I'll talk to her."
He got off the bed and started to leave.
"Bye, Wes."
"I'll see you later, at 18:00 hours."
I smiled, fiddling with my fingers.
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Wrong Place, Wrong Time || Wesley Crusher x Reader
RomanceY/n Troi, the love child of Counselor Troi and Commander Riker, who is also very very smart. After a while you fall in love with Wesley Crusher. Wanna know what happens? Read to find out! You are 17 years old (just imagine that Deanna and Will met...