a lesson never learned.

why does it bother me this much?

I start with asking alexandria touring with them. thats what made me nervous, what ben did was freaking awesome but i know he isnt the one person type of guy. i shouldnt be jealous right? i only have a crush on him. its a good thing andy is coming too, he doesnt tour untill next year which is the exact time the boys are going to be done well a little before next year. anyway im now done putting me and andys stuff in the back lounge which will now be our room. the boys have two days off so we dont know exactly what to do. "anyone wanna have a batman merathon" "no andy"we say for the 100th time.he huffs and crosses his arms saying "wait till i tell juliet" i go from a scared look to a little smile before telling him go ahead. he wont because he wants to talk to her about 'important' things like always. he told me the 'imma tell juliet on you' because when they start talking they could talk all day. so i gave him the okay he seems really happy with her, they are the cutest couple ever. "OUCH WHAT WAS THAT FOR?" i ask rubbing my fresh pink flesh. "we asked you a question and you didnt answer it love." sam said. "gee thanks, what was the question?" i asked wanting to know since it cost me a pinch on my arm. "we wanted to know if you wanted to go clubbing" danny asks "sure im down to dance" i say chirpy. i get up from the couch squished between sam and andy. i go to the bck lounge or me and andys room and get my fancy suitcase out full of my fancy clothes. what? my brother is famous i need this cause hell be like we need to go to a banquit or party. i open my fancy case to find a lot of dresses ranging from navy blue to black...dark colors work well with me. i picked out a party dress, its top part of the dress is heart shaped fitting my body in all the right places. i put my on black mesh-lace highheels, moving on to my makeup i put my foundation on then applying my waterproof eyeliner, winging the ends. i put on my black smokey eyeshadow and thick black mascara complementing my light blue eyes. for my lips i put 24 hour lipstick choosing blood red. of course making sure i dont look caked with makeup or a clown. i add some jewelry putting on my crystal choker and guitar pik necklace, adding an anchor bracelette on my left hand, covering my fingers with silver jewlery having one ring big and gold. i finally straighten my hair teasing it a bit to give it volume. once i feel complete i get out to find the boys in snazzy outfits themselves. my brother wearing black on black vest and button up, wearing a blue tie, black skinny jeans, his lovely long hair straightend and teased putting all his piercing in and his signature boots. cameron wearing a black button up black skinny jeans,and blue tie and his black suede shoes his hair was teased as well. sam was wearing a navy blue button up with black skinnys, combing his hair into a little quiff and his black boots. james leaving his hair messy (in a good way) wearing a black vest, navy blue button up wearing elegant black boots and black skinnys. danny having his hair teased and straightened, wearing a black casual coat, navy blue button up , black skinnys wearing western type styled boots,blk. and last was ben looking most breath taking. he was wearing a black vest and black tie, his button up being a lighter shade of the navy blue all of them were wearing. his hair was in messy waves, wearing both his lip piercing and nice black boots. all of the guys button ups were folded to their elbow making them elegent and classy. i wonder why i didnt get the memo to wear blue. "are you done checking us out?" danny says trying to get me to blush but no i wont let him. "yes i am done i had to see if you blokes were dressed well enough to party with me" i reply with a sassy dramatic attitude. "well do we?" i advert my eyes to who spoke.Ben. i wanna scream yes! more then enough but instead reply with " i mean i guess you'll have to do" and look them over before sass walking out the bus. we call a van taxi cab for all of us to fit. once we are all piled in danny tells the driver where to go and then i ask "how come i didnt get the memo to wear navy blue?" they look at me before james speaks up "yes you did get the memo cause if you didnt you wouldnt be wearing it right now." he says bored. ok im confused they must've noticed because danny spoke out in a bored tone "your eyes darling we wore this color because when you party your eyes turn from amazying light blue to venomus navy blue and we need something to identify that we are a group so we all wore basically the same thing" "oh" i say out loud amazed they notice the little things about me.