a lesson never learned.

world knows and ex comes over?

So ben told every social media possible with the cutest pictures of us. He did it last night as soon as we got to the bus. I have to say there's a lot of more love then hate that im getting. But it's nothing that'll send me over the edge. I get hate all the time, being Andy's sister and all. "Hey Copeland did you hear us?" Danny said waving his hand in my face. "o sorry no what's up?" I replied blushing a little. "We are staying another day in Cali, tomorrow we should finally leave." Sam tells me. "Wait. We were supposed to leave today. Why the hold up?" I ask confused. "We have two flat tires, and every tire shop in Cali is having a hard time finding the tire we need." Ben replies now rubbing my hand with his thumb. It's currently 10:00 a.m. and we are all in zombie mode. We are just watching some batman cartoon Andy put on thinking he was slick. "Anyone feel like clubbing tonight?" James says all of a sudden. Of course all of them say yes, I say nothing because im still a little shaken up by what happened the last time. "Babe it'll be okay I'll be by your side you won't have nothing to fear." Ben says resting his forehead on mine. "I know you will I just want to relax plus I haven't been to the u.k and believe me I'll be joining you guys every night." I whisper giving him a quick peck then getting up to get a granola bar. "Fine then I'll stay here too we could watch a movie or something" ben says sort of yelling from the couch. "Ben, no you have a night out with the guys, im not going to be the girlfriend who makes you stay behind because I don't want to go. And I don't want to hear any buts do you understand me?" I say stern from the kitchen. "Yes mum" ben says and the guys start laughing saying nonsense I chose to ignore. My phone buzzed as I sat on the table eating nibbles of the granola bar. I opened it to find heart breaker pop up (tom).

--------------------------Start of txt cope & H.B (TOM) ---------------------------

H.B- hey Copeland, don't know if you still have my number but now you do so I just wanted to see how you are doing.

ME- hey tom, nothing much has happened, me and ben just told everyone we are in a relationship so that's always fun. How are you?

H.B- that sounds exciting yea it was everywhere on all of my social media, most of the comments were good things, I rarely saw any hate comments. Im good our flight got delayed so we are just chilling at the hotel. Do you remember scar and jack they are with me.

ME- aw sucks where were yall headed? And yea if they don't hate me tell them I miss them like crazy and to text me!!!

H.B- they said they miss you loads, they'll text you, you little cabbage patch doll. :"D

ME- OMG THEY ARE STILL WITH THAT! How embarrassing! Tell them ill tie them in the webs I weave!

H.B- hey now! With great power comes great responsibility!

ME- wow thanks uncle ben :"D

H.B- no problem peter XD

ME- your too much XD ill txt you later I have to go shower and stuff :P

H.B- you gotta do what you gotta do. If you don't txt me I will txt thee XD later!

----------------------End of text convo with cope and H.B (tom) --------------------

I shove my phone in my back pocket, walking to throw my rapper away. As I look to the living room and notice every single eye is watching my every move like an investigator. Ok wonder what's all this about? Even with confusion clear as day on face they are still looking at me not saying a word. Ok now this is really starting to piss me off. "What are you staring at is there something on my face or what? Tell me instead of looking like you found a dirty secret!" I say with anger boiled inside me. "Well we couldn't help but notice you smiling like mad when you were texting someone I assume, plus we called you nonstop but you were like spaced out mind telling us who that was". Andy says telling me why they were looking my way. I wasn't smiling all throughout the conversation, im totally over tom ever since I got with ben. "Yes mom I will tell you, its tom I was texting and I wasn't smiling throughout our conversation ok and I never even heard yall call me." I say rolling my eyes. "Actually you were love to both of the things you just mentioned." Sam says ganging up on me. "It seems that's all you do when you commute with him" I hear ben mumble. Ben thinks I still like him what the hell this is f—kin ridiculous! "I can't believe all of you are f—kin ganging up on me, you think I still like tom, I don't and if you think I do then we aren't as close as I thought we were." I say hurt and angry they would think I would cheat on ben. "Well its sure coming out different from this point" "yea you don't look nearly as happy texting the rest of us" I hear Danny and cam say to me. "F—K YOU!" I tell them I look at ben and he avoids my gaze. I seriously can't believe this crap. "Fine if you think im cheating and flirting with tom go through my god damn phone! Cause god knows you wouldn't dream of letting me go through yours!" I throw the phone at ben and storm into the restroom to take a shower like I planned on doing. Ben was reaching for my hand but I slammed the door in his face. I can't believe they would think I would do that I never gave them a reason to think that sort of thing from me. And my own brother too, he lives with me god dammit he knows I wouldn't do that. I turn the shower on hop in and sort of stay in there for more than an hour.