a lesson never learned.

are you ready?

i wake up to find my room empty which means andy and the guys are up...or just andy. i get up from my compty little bed all zombie like and grabbed my black ripped skinny jeans and stealing my brothers kiss shirt and grab my undergaremnts and head to the shower. luckly no one is in there. i take off my old clothes and hop in the shower. standing under the hot shower i decide with or without the guys that im going to go site see taking some pictures and probably go to some theme parks...what im independent i dont need a bunch of people with me to have fun. once im done shaving my legs and washing my body and hair i get out dry myself, brush my teeth, blow dry my hair and get dressed. i walk into the living room area of the bus and notice every ones up but sleepy. i check my phone to find out its 10:00. wow im usually exsausted by this time. "morning guys" i say walking to the kitchen getting a gronola bar and oj. i hear a few mumbles of hellos and stop talking loud. some of these guys were hung over my brother being one of them. "copey come here" i hear ben wine. hes a bit hung over but managed to shower and dress in relax clothes. i smile and walk over to a sleepy ben with his arms open. i hug him and he pulls me into his lap and man does it feel good. "morning love" he whispers to me "morning ben" i say playing with his wavy/curly hair. i hear a camera snap, me and ben look and see its andy with my camera with a smile on his face. "i knew it would happen, didnt i tell you andy" danny says in a matter-of-fact tone. "they are so cute i just want to eat them up, and throw them away."i hear cameron say. me and ben laugh at that. "gosh cam if you eat them whos gonna be the cutest couple?" sam says "me and danny!" andy yells holding danny. everyone laughs. "well this is fun but i am going to go site seeing so adios amigos" i say getting up from bens lap and kissing his cheek. "awe no invite" ben says getting up from the couch. "i thought yall'd be too hungover to want to go anywhere" i said. "i'll change into my skinny jeans, guys if you want to come hurry and get dressed or we will leave you." and with saying that ben leaves to change. all the guys get up and do the same. i finish eating my bar and drinking my oj then finish putting my black and white hightop converse. its the tiniest bit of humid so i put my black AA beanie on grab my phone and my camera. once im done with all of that ben walks out of the bunk room. he's wearing his england flag shirt with black skinny jeans same shoes as me and wears a black beanie. so. cute. he grabs his phone and i pull him outside and several pictures of us outside the bus. the boys are finally outside and we go tour our last day in san franscio california then to the united kingdom. we are far from the peir so we call a van cab and i take pictures of all of us till it came. "yes we finally made it!" i yell being the first out "my f---in legs were crammed!" i add "f---in hell" i hear danny say as he gets out as the others complain too. "its BEAUTIFUL *sniffs* smells fresh too" andy say with his arms wide open. i take a picture of him, it looked good with the ocean in the back ground. we were walking having fun buying icecreams just to throw them at eachother james wining cause he wante to eat his. i made sure to capture all these epic moments. "IM HUNGRYYYY" james exclaims. "Me tooo" i say my stomach growling meaning buisness. they all laugh and head to the nearest fish restaurant because that's what they have, nothing but seafood restraunt blahhhhh. Me and Andy look at each other because we hate sea food. "hey guys i have to talk to copeey about something private we'll be back in 5 that cool?" andy says holding my hand. Ben looks at me wondering if it was important, I nod and they say its fine. dont get me wrong i would love if they came with us but they really love sea food so we said it was personal. "Thanks Andy you said us both" i tell him slinging my arm around his shoulder which barley made it to his neck, he was so tall. "i looked on my phone any restraunts they had beside sea food and they have a pizza parlor a couple minutes away." he tells me "alright well lets go" i say as we begin to walk. it took us a few turns but we made it. we ordered our pizza and sat down. for a pizza parlor it was a tiny bit fancy. "so how are and ben?" andy asks me. "well figuring we literally just started dating last night things are going great"i say honestly "how's you and Juliet?" i ask haven't asking in a while. "its going great i miss her like crazy but she tours in the uk around the same area and time as the guys do im going to see her, and when she's done touring and before i start mine she wants to make a music video with me so im stoked for that". he says that really looking happy. our pizza came and silence was made we started chowing down and downing our dr.p. we were on our third slice when my phone was buzzing. me and andy look to find ben calling me "sexy ben, really" andy says laughing. i just blushed i couldnt give the lame excuse of saying it was ben who did it. "shut up" i say before answering it.