a lesson never learned.

dancing on my own

(we dance alone tonight because we dance to a diffrent disco honey x2) my alarm sings on blast. i quickly hit the reset button then lazily get out my comfy bed. i take long strides to the restroom, hitting mix on the radio i have in there. to my surprise asking alexandria plays 'a prohecy'. i crank it up a little louder them being my favorite band and all. i strip out of my cringed groogy looking clothes as i make my way to the shower.

once done putting the water at the temprature most comfortable i sing along to the song 'we'll be home soon so dry your eyes youll be okayyy' i start getting into the song air guitaring and head banging as they would in the music video. doing all this while trying not to slip wasnt an easy task but i did it. ' we can still survive YOU NEVER SAID GOODBYE GOODBYE AND NOW YOUR ON YOUR OWNNNNNNNNN' head banging til the song finished man did dannys voice get me pumped. i hear a knock outside the restroom door before i hear " copeland i know your jamming out to danny and all but remember the concert gates open at 12:00 and i wanna go before the adoring fans come hurricaning in" andy says joking but serious. "ok im almost done anyway i got in at 7:00" i say he mumbles hurry before he leaves. i finally get out, blowdry my long lovely jet black hair and open my closet.

hmm what to wear i dont feel like getting too dressy but ben is gonna be there so i dont wanna look like a bum. i finally choose my cutoff Asking Alexandria shirt put on my knee ripped black skinny jeans and put my black converse hightops. i steal my brothers batman belt finishing my look. the time is now 8:30 enough time to do my hair, makeup and eat. i straighten my hair before teasing it a bit to give it some volume and flare. i move to my make up putting my water proof eyeliner just doing it simple its gonna smear a little anyway when i get my groove on.

i put my 24 hour marroon lipstick making sure i dont look like a clown. finally adding one streak of warpaint on my cheek. by the time im finally done with everything the time is 9:30 enough time to eat...what? a girls gotta eat. i exit my poster infested room strolling down the corridor...ok jogging...fine running down the corridor racing downstairs and pacing into the kitchen where i smell the sweet aroma of bacon, pancakes oj, and... bannana nut muffin? yumm. "come here you panda i made you breakfast" andy says flipping the last pancake. i shake off the remark of me being called a panda because hey theyre cute.

"THANKS ANDY YOU ARE THE BEST SIBLING EVER!!" i shout as i grab a plate and start stacking my food. "im your only sibling" he chuckles and makes his own plate before we dig in. we are down to our last pieces of food, i look at my last piece of bacon like its gonna save my life and hell, it might. "are you just gonna hold it in the air like that or are you gonna eat it cause i would love more bacon plus....... bens waiting" he coes the last part. hell no he aint getting my precious bacon i shove it all in my mouth before replaying the last words he said.

"OUCH WHYD YOU DO THAT FOR?"he questions before rubbing his head. i look at him with such a crimson face im sure to look like my lipstick. humiliated and embarresed i look at him with such dagger i think i could literally see knives piercing him. "what i know you like him , are you done its 10:30 we gotta go" he gets up as if nothing happend. i roll my eyes as i grab my keys, phone and camera and follow him out the house after locking up. i like to take pictures of all the concerts i go to, to have as memory and one day share with my children.

we head towards his black impala and take off to the venue which thank heavens is close to us. andy gets there at 11:00 (its that close) gives me the backstage access pass and we enter the venue. crew members are finishing up stage and merchandise since the venue opended at 12:00 and started at 1:00pm. i took some pictures of their hardwork before following andy backstage. "my lovely giselle, i missed you so much ben wanted me all to himself but i wouldnt let him" i hear danny shout as we walk closer to them. " keep telling people that danny" i hear ben say gosh he looks so adorably handsome.