This morning's I woke up feeling myself more and the morning always feels better when I use my head and coffee hits my breath I think I can still practice my breathing smoothly but after the time it takes me to use a way I can completely control myself I won't ever know who is trying to control me I ask who is they I wonder to much but my feelings know of some voices I hear are always off guard over there I sense they want my gold and silvers my rituals I got on my money greens but still I won't let it happen so I still got a way I enjoy me everyday routine and working as I grow up older my mind is still better then I thought it could ever be sometimes I think is it them or they not really it could be my evil doctor doing things to me inside but I don't feel crazy yet I feel at peace still and as I'm doing in life is different then I was doing before I had to give up my life and legs I feel stuck so lost but I'm there my question is who are they really because I don't give up my green easy .... Thoughts
