It Was Always You

4

"The worst feeling is when you are pretending to be strong but the pain is slowly killing you from inside."
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Kuea woke up in an unfamiliar room, he wondered why he is there but then he remembered last night he thought it must be Lian's house , it was so luxurious, white and black furniture, he glanced here and there admiring and observing the room sitting on the bed .
He wondered if Lian bought him up there .

He was so lost in his thoughts that he didn't notice that someone was standing at the door staring at him .

His eyes went to the door and he saw a old woman who was in her 50's he guessed, As standing at the door staring at him smilingly.

"Young master kuea , if you need any changes in this room , you can directly tell me or Mr.Foei don't hesitate because it's your room from now ." She said with a smile showing gratitude.

"B-ut ...it's not my room I wanna go home." He in a low voice.

"Young master you are safe here try to understand, master Lian took you here because of your safety."  She implies.

Then kuea remembered last night in a
Flash , he remembered his father's words,

"Tell him that your father have choosen the best you , and he loved you ."

He remembered it and it broke him from inside again.
He nodded silently.

"I was here to tell you that Mr.Lian is calling you for breakfast downstairs." She Bowed and left the room .

Tears fell from kuea's eyes again, he remembered his parents,If his mother would be alive she won't let it happen , she would give him the love ,the warmth he has been craving and if his father would be alive, this situation would not have been arise, he would not be forced to leave his own home but he convinced himself to be strong and wiped the tears .
He got up and went to bathroom for a shower.
So many questions were running through kuea's mind after last night,

Why my father was saying that I am not safe ?
Why he said that he only trust Lian the most?
If he is really my dad's best friend's son?
Where is his dad who is my father's best friend?
Everyone thinks that it's a suiside, then why dad was Saying that he is in a big problem and he doesn't have time ?
Did someone killed him ?
What happened with him after the call ?
Why Lian called him uncle?
Is there something that he is hiding from me ?

He was thinking about it all while taking a shower so many questions were disturbing his mind but he didn't dare to ask Lian , something was telling him that it wasn't right to talk with him about this , so he just decided to leave it for now and ask it when it will be the right time.
His mind was so messed up from these things that he didn't wanted to think about it anymore, his mental energy is already so sucked up plus he is mentally so tired after loosing his parents.
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He got downstairs taking the view of big wide house, every corner of the house has its own Glory.
He reached at the hall as a miad approached him

"This way young master." She Bowed.
To which kuea followed her .

She took him to the dining table , where various types of dishes were lined up , Lian was sitting there alone , reading some files, dressed up perfectly as he always do ,he felt kuea coming, kuea sat down at the chair far away from his in the large table, Lian didn't spare a glance him and pretended to ignore him, it made kuea feel more hurt and feel like he doesn't even exist.
But as the maids finished serving the food they left for their work..

Kuea was so upset that he didn't wanted to talk to Lian , he was expecting Lian to ask or say something to him but neither he said anything nor kuea .

After finishing the food ,