It Was Always You

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"This world is full monsters with friendly faces and Angels with scars."
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Kuea's pov :

When he was looking deep into my eyes with tenderness, he shoved his lips on mine ,
He Ravened my lips , devouring them with his warm tongue , licking the depth of my mouth,
Was it the time .. I realised.. I had feeling for him ?
I still remember the day when he blew open my zipper and touched me down there filling up the space between us , the touch of his hands slowly teasing my tip , the way he bit my neck and licked it with his warm tongue , the way his hands gave me a gentle rub travelling around my body , the way he snaked his hands on my waist,
the way he cuddled me to sleep, the way he carried me in his arms , the way he kissed my bruises gently and took me in his embrace, each body contact with him filled my stomach with butterflies,
The feelings grew gradually in me ,
The ecstasy I felt.. those overwhelming emotions ...

You built towering walls around yourself... neglecting what you always felt ...

You didn't care what your heart said ..you were afraid to face the feeling of intense grief..

Your heart has always been the purest...but the walls around you made me blind to see it..

Would there be a day , When you'll be the real you ..

Will you be real honest for me .. showing me what you feel and what your heart says ..Even your flaws, I'm ready to immerse in them..

It aches my heart to see you crying.. see you suffering..

I want your Touch, I want you to comfort me ..
I want you to be infront of my eyes every moment..
I want you to kiss me the way you did before....

I want you to think about me ..I feel affectionate about you ..

You're on my mind all the time, it's driving me crazy... You make me blush and my heart beats like a rollercoaster whenever you fill the distance among us..

The butterflies invade my senses whenever you glance at me with those piercing eyes ..

It's as if you've made the dead flowers of my heart bloom with vibrant colours again.. provoking a hope in me ..

Is it love ? Am I in love ? Should I neglect this feeling? Should I run away from it ?
Is it okay to feel like this? What am I even going to do ? Will he love me back ?

After sorting out what I felt and overthinking for hours about how I fell for him and thinking about him , I finally drifted into sleep.

............end of kuea's pov

A warm morning , kuea woke up squirming his eyes , his room was blazing in golden Sun light,

The first thing in the morning, he was welcomed by the overwhelming thoughts of last night and the knots his stomach made whenever he thinks about tasting lian's lips ,

He scrambled towards the bathroom as he took shower and did his morning routine,

The first thing he saw when he came downstairs was Mrs. May preparing the breakfast as usual,

Should I ask her about hia ...

Kuea thought about asking mrs may about lian's past , although he was hesitant at first but he gathered up the courage to finally approach and ask her ,