It Was Always You

7

" Some nights I wish I could go back in life , not to change anything..
Just to feel a few things twice ...."
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Kuea's pov :

" Do you even remember it ? " hia said as he walked to me , I was so stunned to speak anything, his way of talking clearly showed that he is so in anger and if I brag about something else I would be dead any second.
I stayed still until he came to stand up high in from of me , I could feel his tall figure just straight infront of me as he was staring at me in fuming, it felt like he is just going to kill me any second.
For my surprise, he was not looking usual today , he was not in his formal suit , he was wearing grey trouser a black shirt the collar button and two buttons below it was opened which was revealing half of his bare chest, and the silver chain hooked on his neck making him look even more hotter,
Kuea what are you thinking? Don't think it like that , but I have to agree that today he's looking so good with it , I could feel him close to me as he again blurted out ,

" Are you listening to me Nu kuea ? " he said as I gather up the courage and convinced myself internally to speak up the truth.

" I - I don't remember an-anything Hia ." I said as I cursed myself for shuttering in my sentence, I didn't really remembered anything last night but guessing from his way of talking I thought I must have did something wrong.
The fear of what he was going to do next was running through my mind, what could I exactly do ? Running from my place would be the same like inviting my death, What if I did something really serious and the worst thing is I don't even remember anything...

...........End of kuea's pov..........

" Nhu , You should atleast tell me before leaving, don't you think." Lian said as kuea was startled to hear Lian being a little bit soft but how ? Kuea wondered because Lian was in a worried expression .

" I'm sorry ." Kuea apologised to Lian , kuea's his head hung low .

" Next time inform me or Foei if you're heading out somewhere." Lian said and left kuea surprised by the sudden change in his behaviour.
What's wrong with him ? Kuea wondered in his mind.

Lian's pov ( from the start) :

I thought maybe kuea remembered what happened last night, I honestly didn't wanted him to remember anything nor I wanted to tell him ,but I was known that he was fully drunken and would not be conscious but I still wanted to confirm, about what happened last night, what his friends did , does he even remember it ?
I was wondering about it but then I heard faint footsteps and I knew who was it , I saw kuea trying to not make a noise while walking but little did he knows that I am much more than he think of me , I walked to him and told him to stop , he stood there as I asked him if he remembered anything but he was lost somewhere, I again spoke to him , but then he shuttered that he did not remember anything, I remembered about last night maybe I am too rude , but judging from his expression I was kinda feeling like he doesn't remember anything so I let it flow, and choose to be a little bit gentle , I told him to inform me or Foei before leaving for outside, his head was hung low, is he scared of me or what ? I didn't wanted the talk to get long , I somehow feel another kind of feeling when I'm with kuea , I've never been felt that way , one side of me want to adore that tingling sensation and the other side of me wants to let it go and avoid it , I get confused over it but I don't want anyone to know about it , only thing I can do is not to be near him , or some kind of avoiding him , so that I won't focus on these things , so I left from there .

.......End of Lian's pov ..........

Kuea was left by Lian , as he felt that it was the right time to escape so he hurriedly left not wanting anymore consequences to happen.