Tragedy

Tragedy:04:

*Bella*

3:27 PM

Justin had been working all day- and I knew that was going to happen... I got to spend some time with Rachel and Jessica.

It felt weird now honestly...I wasn't the same person, they weren't the same people...it brought back so many memories.

I went to school year- I had a full ride. I loved my classes, I loved the people...I loved this city.

But now it frightened me. I was afraid of going around the corner...I hated when Justin wasn't with me. And that wasn't fair to him.

I was currently sitting in our bed- wearing sweatpants and a t-shirt with my hair in a ponytail.

I was reading earlier- and I should be getting ready soon.

I just met up with Rachel and Jessica for coffee this morning...then I came back here.

It was about three...and Justin and I were leaving about 5 to have dinner...

I'm in my favorite city and in spending the day in my hotel room.

The door jiggled a little, and in came Justin, his sleeves rolled up to his elbows- with a toothy grin as he glanced my way.

"Hi, buttercup." He walked over to me, leaning down and softly kissed my lips.

"Hi. You're back early."

"Yeah, they let us go early. You look comfy." He plopped down next to me, loosening his tie- which I happily slipped off his neck.

"I am. I hung in most of the day. I needed it."

"And you're sure you're okay?" He asked, reaching up and brushed my cheek with the back of his hand.

"I'm fine. I promise. I just decided to have a day inside."

"Did you eat lunch?"

"Am I now going to be interrogated about my eating habits?"

"Bella, I'm just worried about you. That's all."

"If anybody should be worried about someone, it should be me - worried about you."

"Why do you say it like that?"

"Because-Because last week you just came home late drunk and I thought that-"

"It was one time that I slipped up. Nothing bad happened. It could have been much worse."

"But now it's you being tempted and-"

"Can we not fight tonight? Please?"

"I'm sorry," I sighed, running my hands over my face. "But if you're allowed to worry about me, I'm allowed to worry about you."

"Ok, deal."

"I love you." I rested my head on his chest, relaxing as he slipped his arms around me.

"I love you too." He kissed the side of my head, letting out a deep breath. "Sushi alright for dinner?"

"That sounds fantastic actually. I should probably get up and get ready soon."

"Soon. Keyword. I'm pretty comfortable right now."

"Same though...please tell me you're wearing that tonight."

"Yeah, I am. Why?"

"I like it...."

"Good to know - for future reference."

"And you smell good." I buried my face into his chest, his hands sliding to the small of my back. "I should really take a shower."

"But I'm really comfortable." He said in my ear, sliding his hands farther down.