"Tomorrow's the musical half pint, are you excited?" My brother lied in his hospital bed as I held his hand as gently as I could so I didn't hurt him. I couldn't say anything, but just looking at him gave me the need to tell him everything. "It was awful without you...I wish you could've come...instead you have wires and needles in you!" My brother didn't say a word he just just looked at me and singled me to come closer. I did as he told and he gave me a kiss on the forehead. "I love you so much...I'll see you soo-" Just as he was about to finish he's sentence the heart monitor was beeping vigorously. He's pulse was dropping at a rapid speed, as doctors ran in I was ushered out. I yelled, kicked, pushed and screamed with all my might, but to no avail. My step-mother held me close to her chest, so I wouldn't lash out and finally after 10 minutes the doctor came out. "Is he alright? IS MY BROTHER OK?" The doctor gave me a pitiful look and shook his head, no, I screamed my lungs out and ran into the room. "You can't die on me you idiot, you still have to be at my graduation, wedding and my in my life...I...need...you...COME BACK!" He lied still and I couldn't do anything, but just stare at his cold, lifeless body. Everything was blurry and my heart was beating to fast...Darkness hit me cold...
I woke up in my own hospital bed looking at the heart monitor... My heart beat was fast and my mother was bickering with my father and my step mother was talking to the doctor.
The only person who loved me died...Why must the world be against me? What did my brother ever fucking do?
Smile...It's the only thing you can do...SMILE for the audience, friends and family, but not for yourself.
Out of all the tears...these are the hardest tears I cried...I cried myself to sleep everyday and I still do... All the tears I cried...I still have more tears to cry...
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All The Tears I Cried
AcakA story about a young girl who is in middle school who's life goes completely down hill after her brother dies. She feels suicidal all the time, but her best friend Adelyn is there to help her. She can't hold on anymore... What will become of the gi...
