My Favorite Not-So-Secret

an-no-y-ing

Heyyy........... How y'all doing?

Lol such a slow update I'm so sryyy. And also I said I'd take long and make a big update to realise.....buuutt my writer motivation is pooor. Sorry. Don't at me just enjoy the read

I hate school. Truly

But I would honestly trade a limb to be in school rn.
But. Instead I'm sitting in the front seat of moms car. Driving to the r&j costume fitting

Don't get me wrong. I love acting. It's so thrilling. But it just stress me out. Like a lot.

And on top of that. I won't be able to see my friends as much cus As I'm sure that he movie scheduled will be as hectic hsm4.

All I wanna do is just be at school with my friends. And ricky.

Ohh ricky.

We'd probably be making out in an empty classroom by now-

Oh wait.

I should probably stop think about making out with my boyfriend when I'm literally siting right next to my mom rn.

Speaking of my mom.

I don't actually know if I'm mad at her or not

I love my mom I really do but how could she do this. How would she stoop this low.

But I get it. She only wants "what's.best.for.me" or whateva that means

I can't be angry at her tho, Well beacuse she's my mom .... But also because I literally CAN'T. Like I don't think I could ever be mad at her. Even if she committed mass murder. I mean she would Obviously NEVER do that but you get the point

I just don't want to upset her. You know

But I also want myself to be happy as well.

Idk,is that selfish?

"We're here honey"

I looked outside to see a big studio that looked bigger that east High.

This wasn't even the filming location and it was still huge. What is the budget of this movie??!!

We got out the car and took to the front entrance.

When we entered , we we're met with a grande modern looking office room

A lady was sitting on one of the waiting chairs got up and created us

She had brown hair and looked no older that 24.she ressed quite fashionably as well.

"Ginaaaa.ive been expecting you." she said in a high pitched tone

I looked at her with confusion

"Oh sorry u dont know me. I'm sarah you stylists for the movie."

I had to check if my ears we're fine cus ohhh her voice is an-no-y-ing

"She's here for the fitting test" my mom replied for me.

"Oh I know. Gina come with me. Terri can u just take a seat. Or you can just leave as we'll may be taking a while."

" oh I wanna be with Gina so I'll come with you"

Tbh I don't want my mom with me. She has great fashion sence (dont get my wrong) But for people in there 30s.so she'll be no good help (no Offence mommy)

and also she kinda stress me out.

"Mom I got this" I smiled at her

"Okay honey" she replied back