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The observations of an observer

Poezja

Sitting and observing, seeing and hearing, noticing but not judging. These are my observations.

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Is It Fair?

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by gonegirlbye

by gonegirlbye

                                    
                                              She makes me want to kill myself. 
She makes me want to scream. 
I hate her with every fiber of my being but really... 
I don't hate her at all. 
I love her 
Yet she still makes me want to die

You have something I could only long for 
Something I dream about 
Something my heart yearns for 
Something i might die without 
The freedom 
The money
The love 
Is it fair you get it all.
Is it fair you experience it all
Is it fair that I'm banging on a glass wall between the two of us crying for you to let me into your world 
Is that really fucking fair? 
No. 
But how would you know all this because what I show you isn't what I feel. 
On the other side of that wall you look at me and love me like I love you because I do 
You deserve it all.
But is it really fair?