Our Sanctuary

Last Part: She's a Dream

News information: Former actress and model Zyrea Laviana passed away this afternoon due to a car accident. Zyrea was taken to the hospital where she passed away after few minutes of doctors trying to revive her.

No.. Please tell me this is not true.. I'm just dreaming, right..

Naramdaman kong nanikip ang dibdib ko nang marinig ang balitang iyon. Hindi ko napigilan ang sarili kong sumigaw at umiyak dahil sa sakit na dulot nito sakin.

Hindi pwede 'to..

I quickly rushed into the hospital where Zy was taken earlier, hoping that I would still get a chance to talk to her.

Pag dating ko ron ay nagkakagulo ang media. Everyone was outside the hospital waiting for Zyrea's mom to give a statement.

Nakipagsiksikan na ako para lang makapasok sa loob ng hospital where I found Zy's mom.

She was buried in pain as I stared at her crying almost all of her tears out.

"Ma'am.. You're Zyrea's mother, diba po?" As she looked at me with her eyes, all I can see is pain and regret.

"I'm sorry hijo but I'm not ready for an interview.."

"No po. I am Deiviel, Zyrea's friend.."

She looked shocked to see me. "Deiviel.."

I sat beside her, "Opo.."

"Hanggang sa huling hininga ng anak ko, wala siyang binanggit kundi ikaw lang.."
She held my hand with her shaking hands, "Sabi niya sa akin ay may letter daw siya na ipapabigay kay Deiviel. Here, we found it inside her bag. Thank you for being with my daughter's side whenever she needed someone. I was never a good mother to her."

I hugged her and told her that she was a great mother. Hindi lang siguro nagkaroon ng enough time to prove it more kay Zy.

She handed me the letter.

My hands were shaking as I held it. I opened it with my tears running down my cheeks.

My dear Deiviel,

Oh hi! Uhm, sorry kinakabahan ako pero I guess it's about time to tell you what I truly feel about you.

From the very first time that I saw you, I knew my heart found it's missing piece. Hindi ko alam kung love at first sight ba ito or ano. Pero ang alam ko is I was deeply inlove with you. I know, medyo mabilis mga pangyayari pero, hindi ka kasi mahirap mahalin. You were there for me everytime I felt like I was carrying the whole world. Sa dami ng pinagdaanan kong hirap at problema, ikaw palagi ang nasasandalan ko. And I wanted to say a heartfelt thank you for that. I never had someone in my life na katulad mo. I was more than lucky to meet you and I hope we never stop loving each other kahit pa as a friend lang yan hehe. It's okay if you can't reciprocate my feelings Deiv, ang mahalaga ngayon ay nasabi ko sayo kung ano talaga ang nararamdaman ko. Thank you for being a best friend and a comfort person. Thank you for lending me your shoulder to cry on. Don't worry, I am always here for you rin naman, if you need anything or if you need someone to talk to about your days, problems, chikas and many more. I might not say this often but I am really proud of you for everything that you are achieving and what you are about to achieve. I'll always support you and give my best to make you feel appreciated and loved. It was indeed a magical moment everytime that I'm with you. Who would've thought na mahahanap ko pala sa garden na iyon ang taong makakakuha ng puso ko. You are my Sanctuary, Deiviel, together with the garden hehe. Thank you for everything, my future Doctor Deiviel Tranza.

Love,
Zyzy♡

Humigpit ang hawak ko sa letter na iyon at lalo lang sumikip ang dibdib ko.

Ang sakit sakit..

Bakit hindi mo ako hinintay Zy..? I was about to tell you na I love you already noon pa.. Bakit hindi mo man lang ako binigyan ng chance na sabihin at ikwento sayo kung paano kita minahal..?

Now, you're just a dream, Zy.

I'll miss you.. And I promise to achieve my goals for you..