The Unspoken Diary of a Namibian Girl

Part 43

Dear Diary,

Today began with a sense of purpose as I embraced my morning routine of prayer, Bible reading, and singing songs of praise. There's a certain tranquility that comes with starting the day this way, a grounding force that reminds me of the bigger picture beyond the hustle and bustle.

Lately, I've been overwhelmed by a strong feeling of gratefulness. As I look around me, I see the blessings that often go unnoticed. I have food to eat, even if it's not the fanciest. I have clothes to wear, and they serve their purpose. More importantly, I have parents who love and support me, a foundation of unwavering love. My shelter, though modest, is a safe haven I can always return to. And the people in my life, their beauty radiates from within.

This awareness of my blessings makes me realize that not everyone is as fortunate. There are those who don't have a place to eat or sleep, and some who seem to have everything but lack the fundamental peace and love that we all yearn for. It's a harsh truth that reminds me of the inequalities that persist in our world.

Today holds a different kind of opportunity as well. A networking event I got invited to by Mark awaits me. He believes it could greatly benefit my course and provide valuable insights into the industry I'm about to enter. In an effort to extend the benefits, I've chosen not to keep this to myself. I've invited my friends to come along, and I've even extended the invitation to other students on campus. It's a small step to share the opportunities that come my way, and hopefully, it will make a positive impact on others' journeys as well.

Guided by the principle of love that is so essential, I strive to walk in its light, consistently. It's a reminder that in a world that can be both wonderful and sorrowful, our actions, kindness, and compassion can truly make a difference.

Tell you what—Learning to truly love others as I love myself wasn't an easy lesson; it was something I learned the hard way. It took root during my high school years, through an unexpected friendship that reshaped my perspective on life.

It was during a group project that I found myself paired with Emily, someone who seemed to be worlds apart from me. She had a different style, different interests, and a unique way of expressing herself. I was unsure of how we would work together effectively because she appeared hard to handle.

But as we spent time working on the project, I began to notice Emily's kindness and unwavering positivity. Despite our differences, she never hesitated to lend a helping hand or offer words of encouragement. Her genuine nature started to break down the walls I had unknowingly built.

One day, she opened up about her life, sharing her struggles, dreams, and passions. Listening to her story, I realized how our lives, despite their contrasts, echoed similar themes of hope, perseverance, and the desire for acceptance. It was as if our hearts were speaking the same language beneath the surface.

And yes—I admit I was wrong to have fallen into the trap of judging her but as we learned from each other, my judgment turned into admiration for her strength and authenticity. Her kindness inspired me to be more compassionate and open-minded toward others. I started to approach interactions with curiosity rather than judgment, eager to understand the unique stories and perspectives that each individual carried.

I would really say, it's not a walk in the park. You have to put in the work because it takes guts!

Talk to you soon,

Hugs and Kisses

Iyaloo