The Unspoken Diary of a Namibian Girl

Part 7

Dear Diary,

My day began like many others, with a moment of prayer and positive affirmations. It's a routine I've cultivated over time to set the tone for my day, to bring a sense of peace and clarity to my thoughts.

However, today on campus, I overheard a group of guys talking as I walked past them, and it became evident that the topic of conversation was none other than me. They seemed to be saying good things, compliments perhaps, but the discomfort I felt was undeniable.

You see, compliments have never sat well with me. They tend to make me feel self-conscious and I often find it challenging to accept them gracefully. It's one of those quirks about myself that I've come to understand over the years.

In recent times, stories like the one I heard on the news last night have become all too common. A lady was tragically murdered because she had threatened to leave her partner after catching him cheating. It's a horrifying and inconsiderate act, and it left me questioning how God must feel about the chaos that happening among the people He created in His own image.

Being left by a woman, or anyone for that matter, should always be a possibility in the realm of relationships. It's part of the risk management strategy that comes with opening your heart to someone. But it should never escalate to the point of violence or harm. What benefit does one gain by erasing someone from this Earth, only to face the consequences of their actions in prison?

Having had observed the world around me, the allure of material possessions and the desire to be noticed can often drive people's choices and actions. However, I find myself differing from this trend. My heart resonates with the beauty of simplicity, authenticity, and purity.

There's something profoundly appealing about embracing things that are clean, unadorned, and genuine. The pursuit of inner values and the beauty found in meaningful connections matter more to me than anything. I believe that a person's character and intentions shine much brighter than any material possessions they may acquire. It's in those moments of genuine connection and authentic experiences that I find my true happiness. I'm content with the path I've chosen, and I'm determined to continue valuing the things that truly matter to me.

To be honest, it's not the kind of society I ever wish for my kids to ever grow up in but what can I do?

Speaking of children, it really does come down to how we raise them, doesn't it? Instilling strong values and a sense of self-worth will be crucial in ensuring they navigate the world with integrity and confidence.

Yours sincerely,

Iyaloo